Painful Struggles

Seliam

Sel's POV

It's been 5 months since Liam asked me to be his girlfriend and as you can tell our first date went pretty well.

I haven't really spoken to Harry since then, just a few 'hi's' hear and there.

Liam doesn't know about my past and that's they way I want it to stay... a fresh start for me.

Tonight we were planning on going to a club for El's birthday, Louis hired the whole club out just for the occasion and obviously Harry and Kendall would be there.. I wouldn't even doubt it. The girls were at the boys place so Liam and I had the place ourselves.

Sel: Liam... I don't know what to wear!

Liam: You look beautiful in anything Sel.

Sel: Thanks Li.. but now is not the time to be cute!

He starts laughing and walks over to my closet

Liam: Here just wear this..

He hands me a black dress... he has really nice taste.

Sel: Ah perfect thanks Li.

He walks out of the bedroom so that I can change... if you're wondering.. no we haven't done it yet, I want to take it easy.

I tell him to come back in as I do my hair, tying it up in a high messy pony tail.

I do smokey eyeshadow and put some lip gloss, along with black diamond studs.

Liam: Beautiful as always.

I give him a quick peck on the lips.

Sel: Thanks Li.

Liam: Sel... I love you

Sel: I love you too Liam.

*WHEN SEL AND LIAM GET TO THE CLUB*

I see El and run to her, giving her a massive hug.

Sel: Happy Birthday Gorgeous!

El: Oh my gosh, you gave me a heart attack. But thank you so much! You know Harry is here right?

I sigh, look around and bingo there he is..

Sel: Yep and you know what I don't care anymore... we've both moved on. I'm happy with Liam.

El: Does he know about Liam?

Sel: I don't know actually and I don't care.

El: Sel, you don't have to lie... I know you still have feelings for Harry in your heart.. and you maybe you always will. I am so proud of you though, for moving on and you just look so happy and that makes Demi, Louis, Niall and I so happy!

I give her another big hug and Demi comes and joins us.

Sel: Thanks girls, I don't even know what I would do without you.

Demi: You don't have to thank us Selly... Anyways I came to get you cause we all got couple photos done but you and Liam haven't!

Sel: Oh okay let's go!

I see Liam in the line, we're next. I look over to see who's photo is being taken now and of course it's Harry and Kendall.

His smile is so fake.. it's like he doesn't want to be with her. I ignore the feeling and as they leave, Liam and I go up.

We pose for the photo and I post it up on Instagram and Liam makes it his cover photo on Facebook.

SEL'S POST ON INSTAGRAM *pic on the side*

Everything makes perfect sense when I'm with you <3

LIAM'S POST ON FACEBOOK (COVER PHOTO) *PIC ON SIDE*

I'm walking around with just one shoe.. I'm half a heart without you -with Selena Gomez

I smile at Liam and peck his lips.

Liam: I'm gonna go get us a drink yeah?

I nod and Demi and El come over to me.

El: Hey, has Liam ever spoken to you about his past?

Sel: No why?

Demi: Apparently he was really bad, like he would take drugs, force girls to have sex with them and record them, he just takes advantage of girls, physically abuse girls and he also would steal things.

El: There is also a rumour that he murdered someone...

Sel: I don't think that's true.

El: Just be careful okay?

I nod at her and Demi... He wouldn't do those things would he?

Demi: Did you see Harry's Instagram post?

Sel: No, let me check now.

I scroll through Instagram and look at Harry's post.. It was a picture of all of us; Louis, Niall, El, Demi, Harry and I..

HARRYS POST ON INSTAGRAM *it's just the picture described above^*

If we could only have this life for one more day.. if we could only turn back time..

I turn and look over to find Harry.. I need air.. this is too much. I run outside but I hear footsteps behind me.

I run across the road to a park and sit down on the bench trying to calm myself as I cry and try to catch my breath at the same time.

Harry: Sel..

I cut him off as soon as he tries to talk.

Sel: No! You don't get to talk! You posted that and it humiliated me.. you're the one that broke it off with me Harry! You can't do this to me!

Harry: Sel please stop crying.. I miss you okay.. I miss you so much that when I look at you I feel like coming up to you and hugging you like there's no tomorrow!

Sel: NO HARRY! YOU CHEATED ON ME! WITH KENDALL?! YOU DON'T GET TO SAY THAT YOU MISS ME WHEN YOU CAUSED THIS HELL OF A MESS!

I couldn't stop crying.. it was like I was holding it in for so long and Harry's post just popped me.

Harry: You don't even know my side of the story Sel!

Sel: I don't want to hear it Harry, there is no side to the story, you cheated on me and left me in the dirt.

Harry: What Kendall told you was false! She lied to you!

Sel: You're the one that said you had cheated on me for 2 months!

Harry: I have a reason.. I promise, if you would just listen to me!

Sel: Harry, I can't.. you broke me and I'm finally moving on.. If I listen to you, it's gonna make me come back to you.

Harry: Sel, I just have one thing to say to you... Liam isn't who you think he is.

Sel: You're not the only one who has said that..

And with that I walk away.