Painful Struggles

Maybe We Weren't The Perfect Couple

Authors Note: Hey guys! sorry for not updating in a while.. I have had lots on my plate and have not had enough time to update! hope you enjoy the chapter and pls vote for the book! Thanks lovelies!! x

Selena's POV

"And pirouette at the end, and make sure you all do it right!!!" My dance prac teacher was really strict, I just finished class when I heard my phone go off with a text from Louis.

Louis: Have you seen Harry at all today? He didn't show up to class today...

Why the hell would he not show up to class?? I quickly reply back to Louis..

Sel: No sorry Louis, will text him now though.. haven't heard from him all day :|

I go through my contacts and find Harry and send him a message.. where could he have gone?

Sel: Hey Haz, haven't heard from you all day.. where are you?

While I wait for him to reply, I decide to make a quick run to Starbucks and grab the girls and I, a drink on the way home. I send a message to the group chat for the girls and I asking what drink they want.

Sel: Hey girlies, at starbucks.. you want a drink?? x

El: Can you get me a caramel frappuccino pls xx

Demi: Can you get me an iced caramel mocha pls xx

Sel: Sure! See you soon xx

As I wait for the baristas to make our drinks, A girl walks into the coffee shop with.. Harry?!

They sit down and she gets up.. pecks him on the lips and comes down to take their order, maybe we weren't the perfect couple as everyone said we were.

The tears start falling down my cheeks..

Barista: Order for Sel!

Sh*t!!! I quickly take the drinks and race out the door not even bothering to check if Harry was aware of my presence in the shop.

I quickly grab my keys, open the door, put the drinks down and fall to the ground, breaking into tears.

I hear a rush of footsteps coming down the stairs..

El: Babe, what happened?!

I try talking as the salty tears flow into my mouth, moistening my dry throat.

Sel: Harry and this girl were at the coffee shop, and she kissed him and he didn't do anything..

Demi was about to say something but the door bell rang.. she disappears into the hallway as she goes to open the door.

Demi: NO GO AWAY! SHE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE YOU!!!

Harry: I need to talk to her!

He comes into my view and I hear him gasp...

Harry: Sel, I-

I cut him off before he can say anymore.

Sel: I think it's best if you go please, I really don't want to talk to you right now.

He sighed and then walks out of the apartment back to his own..

Demi: You're gonna be just fine sweetheart, he doesn't deserve you if he doesn't realise how good you are for him.

El nods in agreement.

I feel the tears come even more when I start to open my mouth..

Sel: I love him so much, how could he do this to me?

Both girls cuddle around me and just hold me while I bread down in the palm of my hands.

Then Louis and Niall come over.

Louis: Sel, love, he isn't worth crying over, I couldn't even listen to his side of the story.. I just punched him in the face then Niall and I left to come here.

He pulls me in for a really tight hug, to comfort me.

Niall: Don't worry Sel, everything is going to be okay, you'll see! We're all here for you.

But Harry isn't... Stop Sel! He cheated on you, he got you worried for nothing.. why am I talking to myself?

Niall pulls me in for a hug to and then I cry into his shoulders as he comforts me.

El: Hun, I think you should go to bed.. just have a good nights sleep with no worries.

I don't think I'm going to be getting any sleep tonight let alone a good nights sleep.. but El is only trying to help.. so I just nod in agreement and go up to my bedroom and lie under my quilt.

Knowing my lack of sleep for tonight, I grab my towel and get into the shower.. I look onto my side to see my blue razor, calling out to me, just for one last time, just to prove to Harry how much of a mistake he made..

I grab the razor and start making slices on my skin watching the small dots of blood getting bigger and bigger and dripping down, washed away from the water from the head of the shower. Lots of blood starts to come out and doesn't stop... I hope Harry is having with the other girl, because maybe that was the last time he might see me.

Before I can even react, everything goes black..