Painful Struggles

Confident

Selena's POV

It's been 5 months since the whole incident with my dad, and things have been going great, I haven't been getting bullied as much at school, and my confidence has increased a lot. 

2 weeks after the incident with my dad, Harry asked me to be his girlfriend, and of course I said yes. 

Next week is the last week of school, we graduate at the end of the week.

Haz, Nialler, Lou (Louis), Demi, El and I all got full scholarships at Oxford so we are all going there. 

Haz, Lou and Nialler got a soccer/football and music combined full scholarship.

Demi got a full music scholarship.

El got a full modelling and beauty scholarship.

And I got a full dance scholarship.

So we all get to go together.

Today is Tuesday and Saturday is prom, Harry asked me to go with him, and he even got me the purple and white dress that I had been looking at the first time that we went shopping. 

I moved in with Harry permanently which worked well cause we lived next door on one side with El and Lou and the other side Niall and Demi. So we were in the middle. 

Sel: Haz, are you ready for school yet?

Sometimes Harry takes longer than I do to get ready..

Haz: Coming love.

He comes down and we go to school. I have been eating, but slowly and still very small portions, Harry knows that I will never eat like anyone else does, I can't even finish a whole small meal if we go to a restaurant, I just manage to eat at least half.

He parks the car and we go to the lockers.

Lou: Wait, can I please get a picture?

Harry: Yep, here take a pic on my phone and one on Sel's as well.

Harry and I pose for the camera and then we both make it our profile picture's on facebook, but he posts it on facebook and I post it on instagram we both started a hashtag for the last 2 weeks of school

Harry's Post on Facebook (picture on side):

With my one and only xx #last2weeks -with Selena Gomez

Selena's Post on Instagram:

With my superman xx #last2weeks @harrystyles

Harry and I had music first up and it was the day of our performance of Nightingale.

Mrs Bell: Okay Harry and Selena, you guys are the only ones left to do your performance.

We get up and both sit at the piano, we're playing it together.

We start playing, and I start singing:

I can't sleep tonight

Wide awake and so confused

Everything's in line

But I am bruised

I need a voice to echo

I need a light to take me home

I kinda need a hero

Is it you?

Then Harry sings the bridge:

I never see the forest for the trees

I could really use your melody