Painful Struggles

Hariana

Selena's POV

It was only yesterday that Harry broke up with me, I switched rooms and moved to the guest room, I went for a shower with my razor just sitting there, it was so tempting, it felt like it was calling out to me. I reached for it, with tears running down my cheeks, I hold it and bring it closer and closer to my wrists.

I bring it to the skin of my wrist and make a slice across, making 2 cuts, one on each wrist. I quickly dry my self, get dressed and go downstairs, only to find Ariana and Harry making out. I run upstairs and slam my door, crying, I get into my bed and cry myself to sleep.

*THE NEXT MORNING*

I have a quick shower and put on a shirt and skinny high waisted jeans. Not putting any effort in what I'm wearing to school. I tie my hair up in a high pony tail, and look in the mirror, my eyes had bags under them, and my eyes were red and puffy, my cheeks were still tear stained even though I just had a shower.

I go downstairs, preparing myself for Ariana, if she is down there. I go down and see Harry sitting there crying. I feel bad for him, NO SELENA DON'T FEEL BAD FOR HIM!

Sel: Are you okay?

He sniffles and looks up, quickly wiping his tears.

Haz: Yeah, I'm fine, just got of the phone from my parents, haven't heard their voices in a long time.

Sel: I know the feeling, well, sort of.

I grab a banana and cut it in half, yeah, I can only eat half of it, without gagging to throw up.

Haz: Do you want me to have the other half?

Sel: Oh um, you don't have too.

He puts his hand out and I give it too him, our hand touch for a second, and the sparks are still there.

I make my way out and meet Louis and El.

El: Come on Sel, you're not walking, hop in!

I smile and get in.

Louis: Don't give up on him yeah?

I don't say anything, I just sit quietly, my eyes start to water, I can't help it, tears start to fall and as much as I try to keep them in and stay quiet, I sniffle and El turns around.

El: Oh hun, don't cry, just have faith.

She doesn't know about Ariana...

Louis: I know about Ariana love.

El: Louis told me too.

Louis: He'll come back, don't give up.

I nod and we reach school.

I go to my locker and suddenly everyone goes quiet, I look over to see what everyone is looking at, and there they are, Harry and Ariana walking in to school.

I close my locker and go to Niall, Demi, El and Louis who are just standing there.

I see someone take Ariana's phone and take a natural pic of the new couple.

Someone yells out Hariana...

Sel: What's Hariana?

My group look at me sympathetically.

Demi: It's a ship name... You take the two names of the couple and combine them.

Makes sense..

I check my instagram and there it is... the photo, Ariana just posted it.

Ariana's Post (pic on side):