El's POV
* 2 YEARS LATER*
A lot of things have changed.. in these past 2 years.. Louis and I got married, and so did Demi and Niall. But Sel and Harry.. they are still on the best friends level at the moment. For Sel it's been a long 2 years.. she started to get into very heavy depression and started doing all sorts of things; drugs, drinking, self harm and long nights of crying. She went into rehab for 1 year until she was in a very stable condition. She wasn't allowed to see any of us for the first 2 months, after that Harry would go every day and all of us would go every 2nd day.
Harry had also been stressed out since Sel had gone to rehab... but she came back about 1 year ago.. and since then things have been really good. It's weird because they've gone out on dates.. but haven't made it official that they're dating or anything. Harry says he wants to take it slow.
But on the other hand, in these last couple of weeks I've been getting really sick in the morning, just throwing up everything I've been eating. About a week ago I told Sel and she went and got me a pregnancy test. I found out that I am 3 months pregnant but I still haven't told Louis.. probably not the best idea to keep it from him. I was planning on telling him tonight, when he gets home but hopefully he isn't in a bad mood..
* FAST FORWARD TO NIGHT*
Louis: El! I'm home.
El: In the kitchen
I hope he's in a good mood, or else this might not go as well as I'm planning it will.
Louis: I'm in the mood for some champagne.. would you like a glass love?
El: No, it's alright.. I'm fine.
Can't have alcohol with a baby on the way
Louis: Is everything okay? You never say no to your favourite wine, unless you're feeling really sick or something.
Tell him El.. this is the perfect time to tell him!
El: Uh... I need to tell you something.
Louis: Is it good or bad news?
El: I think it's good.. but I don't know.
Louis: El.. it's okay you can tell me.
Here I go...
El: I'm pregnant..
He has this shocked reaction but he doesn't smile or say anything.
Louis: How many weeks are you?
El: 3 months..
He stands up and just glares at me, then before I could even react.. He smashed the bottle of wine to the floor.
Louis: HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU KEEP THIS FROM ME?! 3 MONTHS!
This is not the reaction I was expecting from him.. not even close.
El: Because I thought that you would leave me!
Louis: Why the fuck would you think that! ... I'm married to you!
El: I'm so sorry Louis!
Louis: Am I the first to know or have you already told someone before your own husband?!
Oh fuck..
El: I told Sel...
Before I could even blink he was already walking away trying to slam the door behind him... I grab the door and try to chase him before he leaves... He walks across the road and I run after him.
About half way across the road, I hear Louis scream and I fell a massive amount of pain to my side, I feel myself fall to the ground. I grab onto my stomach, feeling blood run through my fingers.. I see a flash of light and then complete darkness...
*LOUIS'S POV*
I can't believe she didn't tell me... I can't even look at her right now.
I storm out of the house and go down the street to cross the road... I hear a massive horn from the bus. I turn around and look at El in the middle of the road.. I yell for her and before I could even move I see the bus hit her like she was a sandwich, everything was happening so fast. I see the bus stop and everyone running towards El. I ran as fast as I could and kneel to her side..
Louis: SOMEBODY CALL THE AMBULANCE PLEASE!
Not even thinking properly, I felt someone tap on my shoulder and I hear the sirens.
Paramedic: Sir, I am going to have to get you to move so that I can lift this woman up and put her on the stretcher.
Louis: I'm coming with you, this is my wife.
He nods and all the paramedics get El onto the stretcher and we all get into the ambulance.
I quickly message Sel and the lads and tell them to get to the hospital quickly.
I look over at El... Blood is just oozing out and knowing that the only reason my wife is alive is because of the oxygen mask on her mouth, is a really scary thought.
I can taste the warm salty tears roll down onto my mouth and fall to the ground. When we reach to the hospital the first thing they do is take her out of the van and rush her into the emergency rooms, I rush in after them but the nurse stops me.
Nurse: I'm sorry Sir, but I'm going to have to get you to wait outside, with the visitors that are already waiting for you.
At first I get a little confused on what she meant by visitors, but then when I look behind me, I see all the boys plus Sel and Demi with blood shot eyes. I go sit with them, bursting into tears as Harry comes to hug me.
*AFTER 3 AND 1/2 HOURS.. STILL AT THE HOSPITAL*
*LOUIS'S POV*
It feels like we have been sitting here for a whole day.. but its only been a couple of hours.. The girls have literally cried themselves to sleep and the nurse cam and told us the doctor should be out any minute..
Doctor: Eleanor Tomlinson's Family?
We all stand up and so do the girls..
Louis: That's us!
The doctor walks over to us..
Louis: How is she?! How is my baby?!
Doctor: Eleanor has lost a lot of blood, and therefore she is in a very tired state, she has also broken some ribs and fractured her wrist.
I had a sigh of relief.. But what about the baby.. my baby.
Louis: El was 3 months pregnant.. is the baby okay?!
Doctor: The baby didn't make it.. I am very sorry for your loss Mr Tomlinson.
And at that moment I felt like my whole world came crashing down...
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