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I got you a Christmas present. You told me that I wasn't fair because you hadn't gotten me anything and I said that if you didn't accept the present I would scream.

That's something I don't think your understand about me yet. Yes I crave fairness and law but gifts are different. I love giving the important people in my life gifts. You should know this. I have given you crystals, a polaroid, and now this. It honestly wasn't much, just the mushrooms and a little note thanking you for our friendship. You've been going through a lot this past year and I figured the poem Vita Nuova by Oscar Wilde fit perfectly.

We drown in our own self pity, in our thoughts of worthlessness. You just have to remember-- good things still happen, you just have to be patient.