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I noted that I only get jealous when he's with other people.

He could have all the sex he wants and I wouldn't bat an eye because sex is just sex.

But it hurts when he's spending time with other people.

I want to be the one he goes on adventures with. 

I want to go on walks with him and hold his hand. 

Yet i don't know how to hold is attention without sex.

Maybe I'll never be important to him the way he is to me.