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To my future partner

When you first meet me, you'll realize I'm quiet.

When you get to know me you'll realize I won't shut up.

When I first meet your family, I'll be quiet. Not because I don't know what to say, I'm observing the dynamic of each person. Picking and choosing my words and topics carefully. There's history that I'm just now stepping into.

You'll notice that I'll be in my head a lot.

Ever since I was young, the only way I can process my emotions is being by myself and I'll do it quickly as to not ruin anyone else's day.

I'll always want to talk our arguments out.

Please take me seriously when I ask for help, it takes a lot for me to just ask. 

I enjoy being around you but sometimes surprise dates are fun.

I'm horrible at making decisions; either give me a list or I'll make one for you.

I cannot fix your problems but I will lend an ear and a shoulder. 

I'll support you with anything you do, all I ask is that you support me back.

Please don't roll your eyes when I talk about astrology or tarot because I will find someone else who will listen.

I don't like being dependant on others so when I let myself de dependant on you, all I ask id to not break that trust.

I cry when I'm angry

I shut down when I get overwhelmed.

Just know that I have loved and supported a lot of people.

I'm just looking for some love and support back.

I cherish my alone time, especially since I don't have kids.

I do want children someday but I will not be anyones babymama. 

When I fall in love, I fall hard.

I could never be unfaithful-- there's no reason to be.

Don't hide things from me because I will find out.

I'm a big girl, I can handle big emotions, just tell me if you don't love me anymore.