VIRAGO - Erwin X Reader

Eren

Erwin's brows furrowed in worry and confusion as he stared out into his fireplace.

Did I do something wrong? 

The scene where you slowly stepped away from him replayed in his head over and over. There was this sort of look in your eyes that he couldn't describe.

 It looked like fear and pain.

It looked like sorrow and shame.

So many different thoughts blew into Erwin's head as he tried so hard to understand what had suddenly happened. What had changed. 

You were so willingly to kiss him back at the forest, so why not now?

Was it too fast that it scared you? but your gleaming eyes back at the forest said otherwise.

You told him to do it again, you didn't stop him. If anything you had begged for more.

so what could have drove you, Y/N away?

What was with that look in your eye? Did you regret it after you thought about it? Were you ashamed of your actions or of his?

Maybe you thought it was wrong for a cadet to be with her Commander.

But you didn't seem like the type of woman to care about those things to him. He felt like he knew you well enough to know that. He rose his cup to his lips as he took a drink. The watered down liquor sat distastefully in his mouth as he kept it there for a moment before he swallowed it down.

And that's when it hit him. 

He felt his grip hold the cup just a little bit more harder as his head snapped towards the open bedroom door. He walked out and headed down the hallway where you had once stood before. He continued all the way down to the very entrance of the building.

He stopped right as his eyes landed on the now faint wet spot you and Eren had left when you guys had first walked in. His eyes stared hard at the spot as the memory flashed in his head vividly.

From his room, he watched as Eren had entered still hand in hand with you. And by the look of your face you seemed as wether you accepted it and didn't mind. He remembered watching your pale face slowly starting to regain its color from the warmth inside. He watched as one of your infectious smiles grew on you as you had gone over to Eren and wiped off the snow off his head. 

Erwin remembered the seeping jealously once again come through as he stared you and Eren down hard. The way you smiled up at him and he smiled down at you. It felt disgusting to him to even think you guys looked well together as a unit. He wanted to know what he said that had made you laugh that beautiful laugh. He wanted to know why Eren carried a stupid smirk when he said whatever he said.

Was he flirting with you and you merely took it as a joke?

Either way, it displeased Erwin. He wanted to be the one that close to you. Close enough to be the one to hold your hand out and make you laugh like he did. He wanted you to be the one brushing the snow off his hair not the boy's.

You were a mature woman who deserved a man, not a boy.

But as the scene played in his head, his finally thought came through.

Eren.

It had something to do with Eren.

and he didn't like it.

With a waking sense of anger as he thought that Eren might have ruined something between you and him. He walked over back into his room and towards the fireplace. With the built up anger, he threw the cup of liquor into the fire place, making the flames ignite brighter and dance harsher.