21 JUMP STREET LOVE WITH TOM HANSON

CHAPTER 7: BOWLING DATE DISASTER

Next day they all went to celebrate Sal's birthday with a dinner at a restaurant.  Harry and Robinson were talking about next day about the case.  Tom asked if any of the leads paid off. They were talking about the case.

Sydney and Judy went to the restroom.  Sydney was upset cause she was thinking about Tom and that teacher.  She told Judy she knew it wasn't Tom's fault, and this time she is to blame, cause she hurt him. But she had a lot of thinking to do and was needing talk to someone not Tom, and Judy was gone still on a case.  She was telling her that she still couldn't believe she let her jealousy over Tom get to her so much, that she attacked an innocent woman on a case, and got herself suspended from school and off the case. She didn't know what was happening to her. She loved Tommy yes, never been in love like this, but they were just friends, and she knew he had sexual needs and she couldn't get mad at him every time he went and hooked up cause they were just friends, and that was all they would ever be. "

Judy told her she was being too hard on herself, she was human, in love and hurt. Most women would be. Sydney said "It just hurts to be around him sometimes, because I want to be with him so bad, not just sex, but in love, together, marriage, babies, dogs, cats, house. I'm so in love with him, and I worry that I'm going to lose him as my best friend, if he ever meets a girl who he falls for. You know that he won't be coming and spending night on couch or I can't go to his house. If that happens"

Judy said "I know I'm so sorry. I know that has to haunt you"  Sydney said "Every day. I just worry every time Tom sees a girl, will that be the girl to end our friendship I mean the way it is now best friend.  I just needed talk to Harry you know.  I really can't let this affect my job.  My job is my life. I want a lifetime law enforcement job.  I want to work my way up, become a Lieutenant. I have goals and dreams for my career. I don't want to just work in high schools.  I want to move to other departments and maybe you know be able to work murder cases, put thugs away for what they do to people's lives by murdering family members. I lived it so I want to make a difference not just in high school."

Judy said "I know and I know you're still freaked out that you totally lost it." Sydney said "I am and the fact that I am so afraid it could happen again.  Some how I have just got to distance myself from Tom for awhile. I mean it will hurt, to not spend every night with him, or every minute, but it's for best right now. I mean that way he can go get his sex, and I can put distance and not get used to being with him every night, cause if he ever falls for a girl, gets a girlfriend, all this is over, we will still be friends, but he won't be coming over every night and I can't stay at his place, he will be with her, doing things with her. It could happen any minute Judy, and I got to prepare myself for it.  I mean I'm so used to being able to sleep good, knowing I'm safe cause Tommy is there.  you know since I was 16 and my parents killed I wake up several times, check the house, I used sleep with my gun on my bed on the other pillow, but with Tommy there I don't have to do that, I can sleep so easily."  

Judy said "I know and I'm so glad for you. You do know you can stay at my place any time"  Sydney said "I know that."  Judy said "Honey I think even though it's hard that is what I would advise you to do, not stop all together, but maybe not just spend every minute with Hanson. Just to get a little distance."  Sydney said 'yeah that's what Harry said too.  He said that would be his advice."

Judy said "Well when you going to start this."  Sydney said "I think tomorrow night. I want to have tonight."  Judy said "I wish I could hang out with you tomorrow night, but I'm on that stupid night class case"  Sydney said "it's ok, so how that case coming"  Judy said "that college teacher is a real sleaze, but so far no evidence that he is the rapist"  Sydney said "So is Harrison cool to work with"  Judy laughed.  Harrison was a new cop, pretty hot.  Judy said "girl you know it. He's pretty sweet though."  Sydney said "So you think you and him might end up going out"  She said "we got out after the class to discuss you know our leads, and the case, but that's it.  I think he wants to keep it strictly professional since we work together"  Sydney said "oh I'm sorry"  Judy said "yeah but it really is for the best. I mean I don't think it's good for partners to ever become lovers, because it really could mess up the whole team. And to be successful we need to have good team work"