21 JUMP STREET LOVE WITH TOM HANSON

CHAPTER 53: BROKEN HEARTS

After making love most of the day, Tom said, "Sydney, wow girl you wore me out. I've never ever done this. I mean over and over ."  He smiled and kissed her.  She said, "Hanson"  Tom said, "Will you forgive me if I need to take a break."  She smiled.  She said, "yes if you make it up to me."  He laughed.  He said, "I'm thinking maybe we should eat some more of your delicious food that you were so sweet to bring me. I mean that way I can rest and build up my strength."  She smiled. Tom kissed her.  Tom kissed her head, then wrapped a sheet around him and got up. He put on his jeans and then threw her his tee-shirt.  He went to the table to get the food and put it in the microwave, as Sydney put on his tee-shirt.  She got out of bed.

She said, "Tom, ouch I'm sore."  Tom said, "Sorry baby" He grinned. Tom held out his hand and pulled her to him.  He sat down and put her on his lap.

Tom was caressing her face, and her hair.  Tom said, "Sydney, I love you so much it scares me. I can't survive if I lose you. But I know that if I don't get a miracle, it doesn't look good for me to stay out of prison, and I don't want you to feel obligated to wait for me. I mean I want you to, but."  Sydney said, 'Tommy don't. I will wait. But hopefully you get a miracle. I know you didn't do this."

Sydney said, "Tommy can we please not talk about any of this. Sunday will be here, and I just want to spend all the time I can with you. Making up for all the time we've been apart, and all the time we will be apart."  Tom kissed her head.  Tom said, "right I hate myself Sydney, for wasting all this time with you. I should have told you I was in love at the start and asked you to be with me."  Sydney said, "I wish you would have. but part of it is my fault. I should have told you I was in love and asked you how you felt about me."

Tom said, "Sydney, I can't undo the past, and I know being with me, is not going to be easy, it will be hard at times, I'll be a jerk, I'll make thoughtless remarks, obsessive ones, controlling ones, but I know I don't own you, and it's just because I am so scared of losing you, I get hurt easy. But I promise you I won't ever hurt you like I did. You are my only lover for the rest of my life. It's you or nothing. Because honestly sex with you is a million times better than I've ever had," Tom kissed her.  

They ate.  Tom said, "you are so beautiful. I was right."  Sydney said, "Right about what."  Tom said, "that once I made love to you, I would crave you so bad, it drives me insane, seeing you, your beautiful body" She smiled.

Sydney said, " I wish we could run away."  Tom said, "I know part of me wants to, just so that I don't lose you. But we can't Sydney. We would have no life."  Sydney said, "we would be together."  Tom said, "yes, but live where, how would we eat, we couldn't go in public, to the store, to eat out, what if you got sick, needed a doctor. We would get caught, and you would get charged, and I can't let that happen."  Sydney said, "I'll be back."  She left to the bathroom.  Then came back.

Tom said, "So tell me something Officer."  He smirked.  She laughed.  She said, "What Officer Hanson" She smiled.

Tom said, "I was looking in your other bag" She nodded.  Tom said, "Did you tell Penhall to buy out the store in supplies " He grinned.  She laughed.  She said, "Tommy, I wanted you to have enough to last all weekend. I didn't know how many. I gave him money to get a lot."  Tom said, "honey it's more than a lot. I've never worked this hard in my life."  She laughed.  He said, "But I'm not complaining."

They spent the rest of the night making love.  Then in the morning, Doug stopped by, to bring them some food.  Sydney was in the bathroom changing.  Tom opened the door.

Doug said, "ok Hanson to protect our friendship, please don't give details, and try and wipe that grin off your face."  Tom laughed.  He said, "sorry."