✮The boys oneshots✮

Stubborn ✮JuicyxEddie✮

This was a random idea, lol.

Eddie's POV

I opened the doors to the bar, Grant behind me.

"Sorry to break it to you mean, but I can't be drinking too much tonight."

Frowning, he just nodded. "I know, I know. You have to drive my drunk ass home later."

Chuckling, I walked up to the bartender.

He smiled, putting down a freshly cleaned glass.

"What can I get for you fellas?"

I ordered 2 shots, trying not to get out of hand.

Of course Grant ordered a whole tray though, wanting to get migraines.

Shaking my head, I looked around the place. On a stool a few seats down sat a very handsome man, drinking a glass of.. water?

I would hope it's water, and not vodka.

Getting up, I scurried over to him, leaving Grant behind.

Smirking, I rested my arm on the counter, looking at him.

"Water? Isn't this a bar?" I joked.

Putting down the glass, he nodded. "Yup."

He didn't really say much after that. He just took another sip.

Raising my eyebrows, I sat on the seat next to him.

Guess I'll be nice though, and order him another water. 

I can't force him to consume alcohol.

"Hey, can I get another water for my.. friend here?" I wrapped an arm around his shoulder.

Rolling his eyes, he shook my arm off of him.

"Yeah. Thanks for the water, but you need to try harder if you want to fuck me." He finished his water, taking the new one with him.

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Starting to walk away, I followed him.

My feet quickly jumped in front of him, startling him.

"You know, I didn't see you as much of a dick until you started talking."

Opening his mouth, I talked over him. "Should have saved your rude ass attitude for someone else."

The fear in his eyes struck me, but I was too caught up in the moment.

Grabbing his shirt, I pushed him up against the wall.

His eyes were as wide as the moon, them becoming watery.

I was about to say something, but realized I had sort of went to far with my lecture.

Letting go of his shirt, I stumbled back. "Omg.. I'm so-"

Wiping his tears, he just walked off, shaking his head.

The feeling of immediate regret showed on my face. He definitely doesn't want me near him now.

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Gaege's POV

Wiping my tears in the mirror, I sniffled.

I looked so pathetic in front of him..

My red stuffy nose made me look even worse than I already did.

||TW: Self harm/Cutting||

Putting down the bag I had with me, I took out my conveniently small razor.

I  hopped up on the counter, taking the razor to my skin; something I was use to.

Thinking I could just deny love for so long was idiotic of me.

Having to tell myself that other people used men for sex, making this ok?

Watching as the blood dripped from my arm, I realized I had went to deep.

I felt dizzy, my hands gripping the edge of the counter top.

Suddenly, I heard the bathroom door open, shuffling to hide the razor and pull down my long sleeves.

"Hey, I know you won't forgive me, but.."

Blinking, I tried to clear my vision. "Oh, it's you."

Picking up my bag, I was about to leave the bathroom.

Quickly, he grabbed my arm though. Widening my eyes, I started to stutter.

"L-Let go of me, I'm.. I-I'm leaving-" I whimpered.

He let go of me, walking in front of me, and hesitantly pulling up the sleeve.

The sheer silence and upsetting look he had churned my stomach, but I don't know why. I don't even know him that well.

Raising his hand, he asked me for approval. I nodded.

Smoothly, he rubbed over the cut.

"I'm going to get something. I know you don't trust me at all, but please stay here.."

Nodding again, I went and sat back on the counter.

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We were both sat on the counter top, the man who's name I learned was Eddie, wrapping my arm with a white bandage.

"Just so you know, I'm not an idiot. I know that you cut yourself."

Looking down, I played with the white cloth-like material wrapped onto me.

Putting his fingers under my chin, I flinched when he got close.

No, I don't have any childhood trauma.

Truthfully, I'm just really jumpy, and haven't been in love in a while.

"I'm sorry if I scared you.." He let go of my face, frowning.

"N-No, it's fine.. I haven't been this close to someone in a long time.."

His frown disappeared, him apologizing for earlier. "I really do feel bad. I just felt so angry.. and I took it out on you, when I should have just let it go."

Nodding slightly, I turned to him.

Biting the inside of my cheek, I looked at his hand.

When I felt his hand touch my face, it felt so comforting..

Assuming he got the signal, he brought his hand up, laying 2 fingers under my chain again.

Lifting my head to face towards him, he leaned in some.

His bright smile blinded me, causing me not to realize he was about to kiss me.

Once our lips touched though, I instantly grabbed his face, melting into the kiss.

The feeling of kissing someone after so long caused me to make it a little heated without knowing.

Eddie let go, laughing a little. "It's almost like you haven't kissed someone in years."

Staying silent, I played with my fingers. ".. You haven't kissed anyone in a really long time.. I reckon.."

I just crossed my arms. "I've only had sex with people.. no kissing.. no love."

He hugged me, running his fingers through my hair.

Just the feeling of being comforted by someone made my face flush.

The feeling felt so good. Like, I finally found someone who could fill in my gap.

A kiss to my cheek was felt on my face, making it turn more red.

"Well, maybe you need to let a little love into your life, Gaege."