He took a sit then held my hand. He bury his head on my arm and cried for the first few seconds. Only silence filled the room. Kath is sitting by the chair crying her eyes out as well.
"oh baby, I miss you so much .I know you're angry, I know you want to give up, I know that I've caused you so much pain. but baby please" he continued crying. He didn't say anything for minutes. "You know... my mom and I talked" He grin as if remembering something so nice and relaxing.
" She said she's okay with it! And she likes you very much. We can be together! I'm sorry I didn't say anything before. I'm sorry that she have to come between us. I'm sorry that I'm the worst boyfriend that you could have. But baby please, please, please, please come back to me. Wake up and I'll show you how much I love you. We've come a long way from where we begin, oh I'll tell you all about it when you wake up again." He bent a little and kissed my cheek.
I woke up gasping for air. In sitting position I steadied myself.
"Samantha?" Felix is beside me alert and anxious. "are you okay?" he asked sitting beside me. I clutched the duvet closer to me. wait- my clothes isn't the same like I wore before. "Cheska changed your clothes" he said as if answering the question in my head.
We're alone
Just he and I
Just Felix and Me
In his room
The first instinct came to me is too tell him and hug him and demand what happened to our past. But instead, I clutch the duvet tighter and duck my head. what time is it anyway? I tilt my head a little bit, oh it's 2pm in the afternoon. Wow how long have I been asleep? I lean back to the bed and rested my head on his pillow. He lie comfortably beside me as well.
We just lay there in silence, it wasn't awkward at all. I felt comfortable laying beside him looking at the ceiling. I took the photo beside the bed where we were standing on the hood of the car with our arms raised in the air.
without even looking at me "Hollywood" he grinned. "I remembered that I had to carry you up because you're afraid of heights."
I didn't say anything, I just stared at the picture. We look so happy, so carefree with one another. I placed the picture down and curl into a side position so I'm facing him now.
"I dream of you all the time" I said quietly. He smiled, but he's still looking at the ceiling. "You know....I heard every word you said when I was in coma."
He then shifted his position, his face lighten up all of the sudden. But he didn't say anything.
"Everyday time, it was different. Sometimes it would scare me." I sighed and close my eyes. "what happened to us?"
Now here we go. I open my eyes and the truth comes out and there's is no hiding. I asked this questions and I need to face the answers. I waited in anticipation. Felix face turns dark, filled with fear and anguish. He runs his hand through his hair and took a deep sigh.
"You were leaving me" His tone full of bitterness. "My mom didn't like you that much, because you were just another girl.... But please. That all has change" He raised his hand, but stopped and looked at me as if he's asking for my permission. I smiled a little but as he rests his hand on my cheek stroking it.
"Don't leave me please" Oh Felix. I wish I could feel everything and let you feel better. "Let's start over please" I feel so guilty for letting him feel this way. There's a weird tension between us. My heart flutters more as he touch my hand.
My eyelids starts to open.What I fell asleep? I check the watch and it's 7pm in the evening. Felix is strap into me like a vine. His face on my neck and his right arm around my waist. I stroke his hair a little bit and struggle my way out. I thank God that he didn't wake. I walk slowly downstairs and to my surprise a woman is sitting my the living room.
