I'm done with everything, Just to tell you. last night I couldn't sleep well. It's like I'm dying inside. He's killing me! I like him so much and it's killing me in an instant. I can't believe last night, have to prove to him that I have moved on indeed, and the only thing I could do is to kiss him. I can't help but smile and turn side ways and roll in my bed because I keep on thinking about him ugh.
knock knock, the door swung open and Felix came in.
I look at him questioningly
" I... um... my friends called. They asked if we're available today to come hang with them" he said playing with the hem of his shirt
" Oh sure. We're not going to celeb thingy today?"
" No"
" But we only have two days left" I was trying to sound reasonable enough
" Okay, if you want we can just scout today and tell my friends no" He said walking out the room , is he making me guilty? ugh! I stood up and took my shoes and bag with me and ran downstairs.
" Change my mind, I told my friends we're going to meet them tonight" He said as he turned towards me and shoved a mouthful of curry in his mouth, gross
" Oh, okay so what are we going to do today? I mean this morning" I leaned in the cabinet for support.
" Studio I guess. We'll double our practice as much as possible"
"Maybe you, because I have it all get over with"
"You already know what you're going to play?"
"yes" I lied, deep down I still haven't had any ideas in my head.
"Let's go?" He asks and I nodded. I immediately wore my shoes and brushed my teeth. We silently sat inside the car while he drives in the recording studio
" Good Morning Mr. Hood" The guard greeted and he returned it with a friendly nod
Suddenly a mob of photographers raced towards us before we could enter the building. Felix's guards came to view and circled us. Felix paced his hands on my hips as he push me forward to keep us moving
" Ignore them" he said with irritation in his voice and I submissively did.
Once we reach the building we used the elevator up and march towards the studio. I took my violin with me and he takes his guitar with him and started strumming while I redo the tune of my instrument.
I quietly watch him as he sung one of his songs. from time to time he caught me looking at him and I immediately look the other way.
" What are you going to play?" he asks and I tilted my head to face him
" It's a secret. You'll know sooner or later, but not now"
For the mean time we just stayed in the studio to keep on practicing. Most of the time we didn't speak with each other. At lunch Felix asked Kevin his body guard to buy us some. It was already late afternoon when we decided to go home already
I have my fresh bath already and I changed into my night clothes. I closed the door and lay on my bed. I turned on my laptop and straight to Skype. I promised my bestfriend Kath that we're going to talk tonight.
"Hey!" she screeched as soon as she saw me in the video call
"So how are things there?" I suddenly felt lonely. I miss them so much
" Same old Same old. Don't worry it's till the same promise. But a few changed to some of the students . Remember when they were envious that you got to be Felix Hood's opening act?"
