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// Unspoken Love //

i am sooo sorry that i did not update had a really stressful month at work but yeah here are more chapters

Estella stood behind the bar pouring drinks as Grace walked up next to her "Ada came by yesterday" she said out of the blue, with no conversation beforehand which could have brought this comment up... the dark haired woman frowned turning towards the blond "what" she asked,  to what Grace shrugged before opening her mouth "Ada came by, she was crying and yelling saying Tommy was gonna kill Freddie or the other way around" she said and Estellas head shot up

Thomas sat in the back room so Estella took of her apron and burst into the room closing the door with a loud bang before standing before the man who just lit his cigarette
"Grace just told me Ada came by yesterday Thomas" she said to what he looked up unbotherd

"she was crying asking for help since she thought you would kll him or he would kill you" she said her hands on her hips putting all her weight on one foot "the meeting with that bastard...did you go?" she asked him but was met with silence so she sat down on the chair across from him leaning forwards asking again " Thomas Micheal Shelby did you go to that meeting" is all she asked, Thomas looked up eyes wide, the memories of that name.... Estella never said his full  name only when she was either mad, sad, or she found herself in a  situation she knew no possible way out

the Memories of her screaming his name on top her lungs as she ran after him came to his mine

only 14... at that age estella ran through the streets of Small Heath after Thomas Shelby who held her coat in his hands, he ran as fast as he could knowing the dark haired girl was right behind him, she yelled his name asking for her coat back, with no luck of course
it was the first time estella was going out with Polly going dress shopping in London since she was accepted into the family 4 years ago

Thomas did not want her to leave...he was scared this was a trick to ship her off somewhere, he knew Polly would never do something like that but other man, mad man would, so he was angry and of course sad
he stole her coat and ran out through the busy streets while hearing his name being yelled by the younger girl
Estella stopped running holding her body strength with her hands on her knees breathing heavily as she stood straight against he saw the boy not far from her still running. she rolled her eyes and yelled loudly through the whole street "Thomas Micheal Shelby give me my coat back!!" this scream made him stop in his tracks turning towards the girl

they stood twenty feet apart as he held her coat tightly in his hands
her breathing went back to normal as she walked up to him gripping her coat and pulling out of his grip
"promise you will come back tonight" he asked as she put it on, she looked into his ocean blue eyes and hugged him saying a sweet "i will i promise it will only be a day Thomas" into his ear making him calm down
and she did come back the same day late at night, walking into the kitchen seeing thomas asleep on the kitchen table waiting for her to come back to him...she will always come back to him

Thomas looked down towards the glass filled with whiskey as he nodded "i did" he said making estella bang her flat hand on the table getting up Leaning on the wall facing him
"what did he say" she asked...but calmer "about Freddie, I made and agreement to get Freddie out of town, the marriage was perfect for it... they get married and leave Birmingham but Freddie is a dumb bastard and did not leave now i am on edge not knowing what to do" he breathed out

silence was all

it filled the room like gas being let out...

other than the man outside being heard yelling for someone to pull that rope or other man making a toast to there great pay of the day, nothing was heard well nothing important at that

"tomorrow is the race day" said Estella as she was still leaning on the wall
"i know" he said back staring into her eyes, he gripped the sides of the chair pushing him up and walking up to the woman, they stood closely infornt of each other before his hands found her waist pulling her close "you don't have to do this" he wisperd as their faces were only inch of each other
"i do, and i will" she said back making him sigh, his forehead was resting on hers as he spoke "you are going to drive with us there? " he asked but it sounded more like a fact or a command rather than a question...  she shoock her head leaning it back a bit "no i will go with john and arthur you have your time with grace," she said as her hands found his gripping them slightly before brushing them of of her hips
"I'll tell grace you will pick her up here at 9" and with that she left the back room going back to work

Thomas stood there as he sighed gripping his head slightly before taking the glass and gulping down the rest of his wiskey
it was torture doing this with Grace but he had a plan and he needed to succeed in this operation for his own good, or instead for estella's , for both of them to finally notice a detail they both tried to ignore all these years

the Unspoken Love they felt for each other