cry for me · jakehoon

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꒰ chapter thirty one ꒱

"why are you just on your phone.." sunghoon whined, a pout on his face as jake just continued to use his phone.

"pup look at me! give me attention." the boy said once again, hoping the older would finally look at him.

sunghoon crawled on top of him and sat on the jakes lap, trying to push the phone out of jakes face but failed.

"stop sunghoon, not now." jake mumbled, patting the boys head without even staring at the younger and sunghoon sighed, he bit his lip and got off jake.

sunghoon stomped his way into the bathroom, where he stared at himself in the mirror.

"what the fuck is his problem! he promised to give me attention at all times!" he mumbled, the sight of himself made him mad.

am i not lovable anymore? he frowned, he lips quivered and his eyes glossed.

"is he talking to that person he was staring at in the cafeteria.." he mumbled, tears rolling down his cheeks but he quickly wiped the tears away.

"i won't let him go.. i won't let him leave me.." sunghoon mumbled, washing his face and then going back to the living room where jake sat.

sunghoon hopped on the couch and looked at jake, i'm afraid of losing him, if i give him love, he won't leave me... right?

sunghoon was hesitant, he wanted jake to love him forever, so he thought he didn't have a choice.

sunghoon took off his shirt, and threw it to the side, feeling a bit shy as jake still completely ignored his existence, the younger exhaled his breath as he crawled towards jake.

"j-jake." sunghoon said, going onto the olders lap again and played with his fingers.

sunghoons warm skin caught the attention of the older, he looked away from his phone and chuckled at the sight.

"baby what are you doing." the guy said with a brow up, confused by the youngers actions.

sunghoon blushed hearing the boys soothing voice, he looked down, feeling flustered but then looked at jakes brown orbs.

the younger leaned in and their lips connected, sunghoon wrapped his arms around jakes neck while jake placed his hands on the boys waist.

the kiss reminded sunghoon of the first kiss they ever had, where it felt like it was only the two of them in the world, where sunghoon began to have mixed feelings, it was the first time sunghoon ever felt any emotions of love, it was so dreamy and from that day, he just always seemed to miss jakes lips.

as the older led the kiss, sunghoon moved his hands into jakes shirt, about to take it off but jake stopped him.

"hoonie, what are you doing." jake asked, backing out of the breathtaking kiss and their gaze met.

sunghoon licked his lip nervously and hung his head low. "j-jake... i want you to l-love me.. i want to d-do it..." sunghoon mumbling the last part, he thought maybe if he gave his body to jake, he would love him even more.. and that's the mindset that grew on him when he realized jakes sudden change.

"no.. hoonie.. we can't do it." jake brushed his hair back, and looked at sunghoon with no top. "put on your shirt, you're gonna get cold." the boy said, grabbing his phone from the side and began using it again, his attention was now on his phone again.

sunghoon didn't like it, he didn't know what to do, so he tried kissing the boys lips but the older stopped him. "why are you so needy right now, go play games or something."

sunghoons heart broke at those words, he could feel the tears kicking in and so he got off jake and went to his room to cry.

hes probably talking to pretty girls...

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