cry for me · jakehoon

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꒰ chapter forty five ꒱

a month has passed and the two boys still stuck together like glue, they were just never apart from each other and jake never got the freedom he wanted.

sunghoon drained the boy so bad to the point jake might've also lost a bit of his mind, but luckily jake knew he was still sane, he just fought back the crazy feelings in his mind.

but does he love sunghoon? he loved him so much, more than ever, he didn't know what he could've done without sunghoon being by his side. he craved sunghoons touch every moment they were apart but even though he's changed a lot, he wanted to have a healthy relationship with sunghoon, he wanted to love sunghoon the way others love their lovers.

but even so, another side hated him with his whole heart, he truly did.

he was so desperate to fix their relationship that he'd forgotten about everything he knew about the outside world, he now thought this was normal, he thought the normals were weird.

he knew if he ever spoke about wanting to get help sunghoon would just get angry and turn the world upside down for jake.

their love was confusing.

"please we have get help!" jake pleads, gripping onto sunghoons hand so he could stop walking. "we both need to be fixed, please."

"i don't need to be fixed, jake you know that we don't need help." sunghoon hissed letting out a annoyed sigh.

they were currently in school, it was in the middle of classes so there was no one out in the hallways except for the two boys.

"i want to be with you but you're just hurting me.. i can't stand it anymore..." jake gulped as he realized what he has just said to sunghoon.

the younger boy pushed jake, causing the older to hit his back on the wall while sunghoon pinned the boy, staring at the boy with heavy eyes and a little chuckle left his lips.

"you can't stand me? what are you gonna do about it? we promised to stay together." sunghoon whispered, his eyes dreamy eyes began to make jake shrink. "remember?"

"t-that's not what i meant, i love being with you but we need to work on ourselves... f-for our relationship!" jake stammered, his breathing became heavy as he bit his tongue, expecting the worse from the younger boy.

"who are we going to call out to? do you think anyone will even care? all they care about is themselves, they're all selfish." murmured into jakes ear, his body touching the older. he let out a little chuckle as he could just feel the older tremble in fear.

"jake... open your eyes already, the whole world is falling apart and us, we will make it to the end, alright?" sunghoon muttered landing a few kisses on the olders jawline.

jake stumbled at the unexpected kisses, his body sunk feeling the youngers kisses touch his skin.

"i love you okay? i'm just protecting you from this shitty world." sunghoon spoke, caressing the boys cheek as jake let out a fake smile.

"i..i love you too."

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word count: 529

it's been awhile but
i'm so busy these days:/