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Chapter 5

⚠️This chapter contains season 2 spoilers⚠️

Y/n's pov:
Ashtray kept his promise the whole night, whether we were playing beer pong with Fez and Lexi or dancing with each other by the pool, we never left each other's sides.
Soon after we found ourselves venturing off to the upper level of the house, one of the windows that was open led us to the roof of the house, we both decided to try and get on to it; which we did.
"Are you sure you wanna go out there?" I said looking at ashtray with a nervous look, "Come on y/n I promise you'll be fine, I do this all the time" he said well reaching out for my hand, I hesitated for a while before I grabbed it

"Okay let's do this." We ended up laying on the roof for the rest of the night listening to music and talking, but after awhile it got quite. I looked over at ashtray who was already staring in my direction "hey y/n can I tell you something?" He said looking back up at the few stars that were visible, "Yea what's up" he hesitated for a while before saying "I know that you saw me reading that journal" Shit I don't even know what pages he read, "Yea I did, but I just want to know why you read it and what did you read?" We both sat up and faced each other "I know it's fucked up because that's your privacy and all but I also did it because you don't tell me shit,
I've told you my whole life story so I thought maybe that journal would help me find out more about you and come on does it really matter what pages I read" he said in a frustrated tone

"Okay look I get why your mad and you have every right to be, but if you wanted to know that bad why didn't you just ask me?" I said looking at him with a concerned look "I didn't want to push you out of your comfort zone" he said well looking everywhere except at me, "Do you want to know what really happened before I moved here?" I said well directing his face to look at mine "Only if your ready"
Fuck it why not "Okay you better get comfortable though it's gonna be a bumpy ride" he laid back down and signaled me to do the same.
As we both got comfortable again I started "Okay I guess it starts off when my dad left, he felt like he didn't have to do anything around the house; for fucks sake he didn't even have a stable job, so my mom kicked him out. After that they soon got a divorce, about a year later my mom wasn't do so good with money, having to pay bills and provide for your thirteen year old and new born wasn't easy, she wasn't the type of person to ask for help so I told her that I'd find some work to do around the neighborhood, but in actuality I wasn't doing anything for my neighbors, my friend had hooked me up with a dealer he knew and I started working for him.

I started off with giving my mom little amounts of money and saving the rest so she wouldn't get suspicious and it was working, we were starting to catch up on bills and payment; until one day when I was getting ready for the end of the day so I could go home and switch my backpack out with the one I had been doing business with.

But before school was out my mom had gone into my room to look for laundry, she must have went snooping because I had hidden that backpack very deep into my closet. When I got home that day she was waiting for me to walk in the door, she had everything laid out on our kitchen table and no sooner than I walked in she was screaming and hitting me saying shit like I was and idiot for going through with it and I was never going to amount to anything ever, It soon turned it to a full blown argument about how I was trying to help her and how I was stupid for trying, at that point I got so mad,

I grabbed the backpack off the table and threw everything inside of it, I than ran to my room and got the wad of cash I had been saving I then jumped out my window on to my bike and never went back, I made a pit stop at my old dealers house telling him I couldn't work for him anymore after I did that I was out of there. It took awhile but I managed to ride all the way to my grandma's house and I guess you can say that's when my new life started"

We were both looking at the each other when ashtray said "You did the right thing, if you had stayed there you for sure would end up like rue or worse" he pulled me into a hug when we heared his phone go off it was fez.

Ashtray answered

"Ayy what's up you ready to go"

"Yea I just gotta do some business real quick, you and y/n go start the car and take rue with you she said she needs a ride"

"Ight for sure anything else, we're heading down there right now"

"Oh yeah ask y/n is she's gonna spend the night at our place or if she's gonna sneak back in her room"

I did even get to answer myself because before I could ashtray smirk at me and told fez

"She's sleeping over our house tonight"

And with that the call ended
"Really I didn't even get to answer for myself" I told ashtray as we started walking back to the main floor of the house "no need I got you"
We were looking for rue for a good minute or two, ashtray went up to her and said "Yo rue, fez said your going with us; so let's go" she thought about it then said "I'll go on one condition, I get to sit in the front"
Ashtray looked back at me then at rue "fine, were gonna go start the car so go say bye to your friends and meet us in there" she shook her head and got up to tell everyone bye.

We were waiting in the back of the car for fez and rue to show up so we could leave, I was getting tired so I put my head on ashtray's shoulder and he put his head on mine, I was falling asleep when we both jumped up by the sound of yelling
We looked out of the windows and saw rue running to the car and a little while later Fez came running out too.

Ashtray looked at me then at Fez well he was tying some type of cloth around his knuckles
"Yo what happened in there?" Rue, who was jumping up and down on her seat said "Fez just beat the shit out of Nate in front of everyone" we all started laughing a little seeing her excitement,

Well damn that's a good way to end a party if you ask me.