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Chapter 17

Y/n's pov

Schools hasn't been any better since that day, we haven't talked in at least 2 weeks and I can tell it's not only taking a toll on me it's hurting him as well

The weather has been acting up a lot lately and not gonna lie it's help make my sadness a lot if you know what I mean

I just keep playing music to drown out the sound of thunder

Ashtrays pov
It started raining really hard and it had reminded me of that night after the party, I kept thinking about how beautiful y/n looked

The way she laid in my arms well we listened to songs just so she didn't hear the thunder

Why did I mess things up and have to make the situation bigger by lying

Why am I so attached to her

Why am I having mixed emotions?

I just wanna hold her like I use to, before all this

I just hope...

Y/n's pov
I don't know the full story so I can't say I know what every thing that happened but from what ash has texted me

The girl was having a hard time talking to one of ashtrays friends so she went up to him to as for help

And I guess slowly but surely the girl started to get a little to comfortable with ash and kept trying to pull something

Which would make sense on why he looked the way he did that day

But at the same time his story is kind of off..

After ash texted me the story,
we had started to text some more, and after awhile I had finally agreed to meeting up with him at their store

I put on some decent looking clothes and put some waterproof mascara on to make my face look like I haven't been crying for the past week

Although it's raining outside I was determined to see ash, I wanted to get the truth out of him

I can't say I don't miss him because that would be a total lie, he's my everything and it's been hard getting through this alone

My parents had left on another trip so I didn't leave a note

Instead I woke up Rosie and told her I'd be gone for a bit and I'd call her when I would need her to unlock the door

With that I put my headphones in and headed outside to my bike, I made sure I locked the door behind me and then I left

I hope he's truthful

I hope we can start over

I hope I can hug him tight again

I just hope...