𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗘𝘂𝗽𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗮 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲.

part 31

i just couldn't wait for next week and to give you guys update on naveah & rue so i made a little extra chapter:). hope you like.

NAVEAHS POV
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'Penguins may huddle together for several reasons, one is to help protect themselves from predators.'

'is it just me or is this shit like ... really stupid..' maddy says writing down stuff she's learned from the presentation a kid in class has given us

'i mean .. yeah.' i say being distant.

i miss rue.. and from what i know rue really misses me.  but i'm kinda pissed at the fact i've been lied to like i was a nobody.

'wanna go to this party tonight, you haven't been out in like forever..'

'maddy it's been like .. 2 weeks..' almost 3 of the worse weeks of my entire fucking existence. 3 weeks of knowing rue and i aren't together anymore. THREE weeks of-

the bell rang making me lose my train of thought. giving maddy and i time to go to our lockers before our lunch break. i stop by my locker and put my books away.

maddy goes on and on about how she's been missing nate like crazy.

'it's just like .. yeah i know he's a bad person but we've been through so much together that i can't stop loving him..i can change him..' i look at her and nod then say.

'you're delusional.' she laughs knowing i'm playing around with her.

'here comes jaylen and jules.'

lately i've been hanging out with jules more as well. i don't tell her much about rue.. but it's nice to be friends with her.

'heyy' maddy says waving.
'wassup'
'hiii!' jules and jaylen say, they all start to have their own conversation.

i look in my locker to see if i forgot anything only seeing the matching ring i gave rue for christmas. as i close my locker and i look up seeing rue on the other end of the hallway. she smiles and i smile a little back. as i get lost in her eyes i get interrupted by jaylen.

'let's gooo naveahhh'

'shit, sorry' i say chuckling trying not to make it obvious.

that was literally the most interaction we've had in almost 3 weeks. i wanna talk to her so bad but i don't know what to say.

i've been so messy after everything, no motivation to do anything.

we all sit down at the lunch table.. i sit where i can see rue infront

'i'm gonna go by rue and elliot today guys.. see you later in class.' jules says smiling.

'soo .. have you tried talking to rue..' jaylen says tapping her fingers on the table

'does it look like it?' maddy says with a sarcastic tone. and points at my clothes.

'very funny maddy.. no i haven't jaylen.. i don't think she wants to talk.' we all look at rues table to see her laughing with elliot and jules.

'you right .. damn .. elliot must be a comedian the way he making her laugh' jaylen says with a disgusted face

'shut the fuck up jay.' maddy says rolling her eyes

'sorry..' she says looking down..

'i have to pee, i'll be back' i say immediately leaving the table trying to hold back my tears. i go into the bathroom and tilt my head back and wiping the tears from my eyes.