-NAVEAH TOMPKINS BACKSTORY
March 19, 2003 11:48 am"Welcome to the world baby girl."
"She's so beautiful" my mom said in joy
I couldn't really remember what had happened the day I was born, or until the age of 11 my mom just told me I was very beautiful. She said I was a very joyful baby.
I was 11 years old going into middle school. I wasn't really excited to go into middle school hearing stories from my sister that was in eighth grade.. A few months went by in 6th grade and it was okay, I still didn't feel good about the whole being in middle school kinda thing but I had a friend who always was there for me the day I seen her in class.She was a really nice girl. tall, skinny, straight hair and always was a caring person. Everyday we'd walk to school together! We were in the middle of the school year and my sister and I had just gotten home from school to our parents sitting on the couch with sad looks on their faces
"Hey mom.. hey dad what' up?" I asked and they told us to sit down.. I was never really close with my mom. Just my dad and I always told him everything.
"Your mothers job has called and said they're shutting down the business "
My mom work for a designer business but since they were getting no sells anymore they shut down."Yes, but don't worry. It will all be okay" my mom told me and my sister holding her arms out for a hug.
I had no idea what to do I was in shock, I told my mom and dad I understand and ran upstairs to my room locking the door behind me. My friend had told me to start being more social and download social media so I did.. it was really really new for me and all so I texted her immediately after I downloaded everything she told me to talk to new people. I felt kinda iffy about it but didn't really give a shit.
After a few days I've talked to this guy who seemed pretty legit but wasn't, but I was young and new to all this social stuff so I didn't really understand who the guy was. He sent me a picture of his dick and told me very uncomfortable things. I had no idea what to do, he told me to send him a picture of myself.. un fucking clothed. So I did and it got leaked. EVERYWHERE. Even my school, fun fact it was a guy from my school. Another fun fact it was my sisters boyfriend.
my sister forgave me for everything, throughout 7th grade I had a nickname "nude girl" but didn't really care cause I still had my dad, sister and my really close friend since 6th grade. It was lunch time and my friend and I sat by eachother like we always do.
"hey...naveah I really like you.. like a lot and was wondering if you would wanna be my girlfriend"
I'm sure you know what the hell happened, I said yes. "Of course I will Olivia"
I told my dad as well as my sister. I didn't wanna tell my mom cause she doesn't support that kinda stuff and she was going through some tough ass shit still. I told my sister and dad not to tell her as well and we all agreed not to.
It was 2 days before school ended in 8th grade and i have to say, 7th grade was pretty good. 8th grade too. I was still with Olivia and it was going pretty good although people still called me "nude girl" it was only a few and I didn't wanna let it get to me since I've been happy with my life. I was walking from the bus that was arriving to school. Everyone stared at me like I did something I seen Olivia standing in front of the doors with these two bitches who were always rude as fuck.
"Hey you little bitch. Go take your gay ass to another school" one of the girls told me and I just looked at oliva who was laughing her ass off, as well as everyone else. I told Olivia to go fuck herself and I ran home in tears. Hoping my mom would not be in the living room where she always is
"Hey sweetie why you home so early" I try and lie to her but my drunk dad simply tells her
"Did you know you know our daughter is a fucking gay ass"
I look at him quickly with a confused faced as my mom quickly gets up and walks fast towards me i back away as if I would get away with it she soon slaps me saying
"I am not allowing a gay bitch in my house!!!! Leave !!!!"
I'm not gay, I'm bi.. but I'm sure that didn't help the fact that I could've been nearly killed by this woman everyday. I didn't leave. I just went to my room crying all day until my sister came home"hey.. I um- I heard what happened is everything alr-"
I look up at her knowing what she's going to say
"no miya. everything is not fucking alright what the hell do you mean."
She looks at me knowing I don't mean what I say and holds me in her arms "it's okay baby sis, I got you" I cry in her arms soon to fall asleep.It was my first year of highschool I had bruises all over my body cause of my mom. My dad was a drunk. He always laughed when I would get hit and never gave a living shit. I see everyone all grown up since 8th grade at my high school and just hide my face. Everyone stared at me like I was a fucking rat or some shit.
A couple years went on and I was in my last year of high school knowing I was gonna be free from my abusive home in no time. I met this girl and got attached to her as usual. She gave me some of these pills that looked weird but I didn't care. I was high in school. high as FUCK.
The teachers noticed and called my mom, my dad starting making me uncomfortable now that I was older he would tell me every guy would wanna fuck me. he was being honest and like 2 guys did actually fuck me. I wasn't forced it was my choice and my biggest mistake.
I got home and got a beating from my mom, I didn't cry cause I was so used to it. I could no longer go to go to that school since I used drugs, and you guessed it my "friend" who gave it to me didn't even care. I simply said fuck it and started doing drugs on my own with my own personal drug dealer
"fez!! what's up bro!" I look at fez giving him a side hug. I ask wheres ashtray and he points to the back
"you got anything where you could like fucking die?"i say with one eye squinted
ashtray smiles
"damn naveah.. I'm not gonna give it to ya, but I'll give you something else" I shrug my shoulders and take it. I gave him $200 for it.
it was totally worth it no joke.
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RomanceNaveah is teenage girl who went through alot in middle throughout high school... she's always gotten too attached to things/people and always looks bad at her childhood as if she wishes she were always better off dead. She moves schools in the middl...