NAVEAHS POV
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A few classes went by and I still haven't told rue. Although we still talked I just didn't know how to put the things I had to say in words quite yet.It was finally lunch time and we either got to sit outside or stay inside. I asked rue if we could sit outside and just talk about it there.
"okay sit, sit.""I'm not a dog." Rue says as I laugh. She lays on my lap.
"so what happened?"
I chuckle a lot. Feeling my self start to cry. Rue gets up and pulls me in her arms.
"every since I was about eleven, I just was not happy with my life. I realized I was getting older and I'd have to start making my own responsibilities. When middle school came around a girl I told you about asked to be friends, and we hit it off hella good. The year of 7th grade was pretty normal until someone asked me to send. It was my sisters boyfriend who constantly kept asking so I gave in. He basically leaked them all over the school and-""wait.. you knew it was your sisters boyfriend? and you said it happened in 6th grade."
"no I didn't know it was her boyfriend..but it actually happened in 7th I wasn't being completely honest about it I'm sorry." after I say that rue grabs my hand and sighs. I feel like she's sad about it so I quickly tell her.
"please don't be sad or upset or anything about it. It truly means a lot that you care rue but please." she just looks down as the wind blows in her hair. She's so beautiful. I continue talking
"so then that's how "nude girl"was invented.. it's a pretty stupid fucking name but I didn't really give a shit. Anyways after you left the movies yesterday my sister came out with some guy who started talking shit. My sister immediately goes off on him. Then some girl that always fucked everyone just had to jump in.. next thing I knew I was fighting her." Rue just stays quiet. I get up and face towards her.
"When me and my sister were driving home.. she tried asking if I was okay and I just went off on her. Every fucking guy she's ever dated tried to basically fuck me or say rude shit. It hurt rue.. like really bad and I wanted to know why did all of them constantly do that. My sister yelled at me to shut up. I just stayed quiet the whole ride home. When I got home I just thought about everything they've ever done.. one tried to fuck me while my sister was gone.. one called me nude girl and said other disrespectful stuff.. one put his fucking hand up my dress and said 'damn that shit wet' like who the hell says that." I say trying to light up the mood. Rue looks up with me with a slight smile knowing I was trying to light up the mood.
"yeah it's pretty weird." We both laugh and I tell her more about it. Her listening to my story was pretty reliving.. I don't know what I was expecting but it really wasn't that. The bell rang we immediately went into the bathroom stall.
"rue, I just wanna thank you for everything..""why?"
"no one has ever be with me like you have.. and it really means something you know.. even after I told you all the fucked up stories or I've cussed you out.. you still tend to be with me.. and I love you for that." She looks up and down as i see tears coming in to her eyes I wipe them away.
"no don't cry.""pretty hard not to." We both giggle and then kiss.. the rest of the day goes pretty normal. Rue and I hung out after school with lex and Cassie. We all go to this new restaurant that we all wanted to try. Me and rue sat on one side and lexi and Cassie sat on the other.
"guys I have to tell you something..""yeah whats up Cassie."
"I don't know if maddy told you this.. but she found dicks in nates phone again." We all look at eachother in shock...again
"are you serious?"rue says looking at Cassie."deadass.."
"wow.. do you think he's like.." I say
"no way.."
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RomanceNaveah is teenage girl who went through alot in middle throughout high school... she's always gotten too attached to things/people and always looks bad at her childhood as if she wishes she were always better off dead. She moves schools in the middl...