Meant To Be

Dear baby sister

    Hey cutie pie !!! Happy Happiest birthday to you my love!!!

  It's your first birthday that I've come to celebrate after we met here in Wattpad. Time flies so fast.

You don't know how much happy I'm today. Know why? It's your birthday!
The day i was waiting for like a whole year. I was so sad at first coz we met just after few days of ur b'day. If not it'll be the second time I'm wishing you a birthday.

But still, now i can able to wish you right. Thank you for being born.

Can't thank enough for God to send you for me. You became my everything. You were there for me in every ups and downs of mine baby.

I've never thought someone who don't even see me in real life will understand that much about me. But you did. Surely.

I still remember the first day i got a message from you and i felt something and i knew you will be a biggest part in my life.

Our very first talk. How you are so excited and at the same time nervous as same goes to me. And the very first time you became comfortable and called me "unnie".

Seriously,whenever you calls me unnie!unnie! I feel like I'm on cloud nine. It makes me happy.

So happy that i can't even express myself. You know that unnie isn't that expressive when it comes to her pain or happiness.

If anyone knows almost everything about me is you only. You listened to me patiently, been there with me through everything I've went.

You felt happy when i was and when i felt pain you were in pain too. You cried and supported me when everyone else left me.

Where everyone saws me as nothing in their life. You said I'm someone that makes your life meaningful.

Same goes to me too baby. Without you, I'm nothing now.

I am not a great person but you believe that I'm. Even from the very first. Remember we went through same pain and still going strong.

In my life , I've gone through so many hardships, cried for letting go of my pain. No one was there to calm me down.

But then you came. After blackpink, that I've been so close to and felt like my heart beat.

Your presence in my life is enough to make me happy. I wanted to write so many things but still I'm out of words. Coz i know if i start to talk about you, i won't stop and i will cry for sure.

Whenever i remember our journey as sisters, i always feels so emotional. Coz damn everytime I'm sad you are there.

You cheered me up like unnie, you are the best! You are like no other!

You said that if no one cares that's none of ur business coz for you, I'm super great to you.

You never said anything for my happiness. You've been genuine and loved me truly. Without judging who am I and how I'm.

You accepted me just how I'm. You made me feel special. You made me feel worth of something.

You were my wall, you are so protective over me. You are literally my heart.

Now i can't see myself without you baby. I really don't want to.

Because i want you to know that I'm only myself if you are there.

You are my friend, sister, decision maker, also a mentor, a shoulder to cry on, sometimes like a mother, sometimes like a father.

What not you are to me? Everything.
Literally everything.

We met because of blackpink and thanks to my girls for that.

Why are you so cute my baby sister?you are my cutie pie. My happy pill and my baby baby baby.

You deserve everything in this world baby. You are so important to me and my special someone.

You are more important than anything baby. I love you alot.

Words can't describe how much i love you my bby. You became my everything and i wish nothing but your happiness.

Do whatever you feel like or you love, I'll always support you in every aspect. I'm your number 1 fan baby.

I always only pray for your happiness. Success and prosperity in your life.

Always remember that unnie is here for you no matter what. You are my baby only my baby sister.

I'm so possessive about you like you are to me.

If God has given me only some days to live, then i wanted to meet you atleast once before i die and hug you so tight and kiss your forehead and wanted to let you feel how much your unnie loves you with all her heart.

How badly i wanna meet you in real life. To see your face and forget all my problems and talk to you about everything and anything.

Freely.

I wish the day gonna come soon.

I knew you wish for the same too baby. Let's pray for that together as always.

Remember you always says unnie,I'm not good like you think.

But i don't care. You never been a bad girl before. It's just your way of saying people to not to hurt by them.

I know how u feel about getting close to people and getting hurt later on just like me.

But you still let me in your life, i let you in my life.

Now we both know how our families are, how we both are and everything about us.

Yet still we have to know more about each other.

Thank you for existing baby. Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for supporting me, loving me unconditionally, not judging me for who I'm, being with me for everytime i felt low, thank you for protecting me always and trusting me, and thank you alot for caring for me.

What can I say more? I'm already crying while typing.

I can't live without you baby. I really can't.

There's no end if i have to say about you. You are my everything.

My happiness, my love, my life, my calmness, my safest heaven.

If i listen your voice I'll be calm, i can sleep peacefully.

You is all I need and thank you so much for being born.

Happy Happiest birthday my love,my baby sister.

I still have to say more but i forgot those but you know unnie will say it everytime we talk right.

Be happy my baby. I'll make you happy.

Enjoy your birthday my beautiful,cute sister.

Alwayswithjenlisa23

I love you baby sissy ❤️ and i wish i can meet you soon. And have our time of our life.

Soon we gonna celebrate our one year anniversary. Can't wait for it.