Meant To Be

CHAPTER - 6

Lisa pov

   I'm in my class sat in my chair looking outside from the window.. The weather was good..and warm.. But I feel sad.. And I know why.. I was in deep thoughts of jennie who doesn't even think of me for a split second.. May be I was falling in love with her again and again.. It's my fault anyways.. Loving the person who doesn't loves you back.. It hurts so much.. Whether they love us or not but we always try our best to stood still and hold on.. And thats what I'm doing. Waiting for her.. Will it ever happen for her to come to me? Or is it just my imagination that will always be a dream.. Another dream.. I smiled weakly to myself. Her gummysmile is the only thing that I saw when she was with seoyoon.. But she became a cold person the second she looked at me. Am I that bad? She knows about me except for my status.. I didn't hide it on purpose.. It has a reason.. I get death threats.. If anyone knows who iam. That's so dangerous. And now I'm married to Jennie.. I wanted to tell her but she is not even gave me a second to talk to her. So I will wait for the right time to tell her.

   I felt someone poked my cheeks and I turned my face to look . It was bambam.. My best friend..

   Bam?

"Yeah.. So Mrs. Kim what were you thinking?"  He asked me to smile and blushed at the same time.. Just her name makes me feel giddy..

I smacked his head .

  "Ouch.. That's so rude.. "

"It isn't. Why are you late?"  I asked him.

   "I just had a trouble with my car. Are you went here alone today too?"  He asked me back.

I nodded taking out my notebook..

"What's with your hubby lis?i know she is a busy woman. But you are newly wedded couple.. It's been only four months.. "

   He said looking at me.

   "Exactly.. He is right.."  A voice spoke it was Irene unni..

   "Unni,gud morning" I greeted her.

"Gud Mng.. Lisa" she said pinching my cheeks..

   "Back to the point.. What he said is right. What's more important than being with you to jen" .she said I felt sad.. But didn't showed it.

   "You didn't look well.. Did you have enough sleep last night?"  She asked smirking at me.

    I know what she meant but yes I didn't sleep because jennie doesn't came home.. Last night.. Since she is in her office working.. Or may be slept there. Coz why not it was better to stay there than to come home and look at my face.. That will make her mad. The whole night I was thinking of her whether she ate or not.. But no one knows what's going on between us. What we are..

    "Hey Lis.. You are spacing out" bam said make me come out from my trance.

  " Umm.. Nothing.."  I said as our professor came suddenly..

"  I will meet you two later.. With seulgi " she said and left for her class.. While me and bambam settled in our seats.

    It was math class. The most hated subject for jennie. Sometimes she will skip this class. Or sometimes she will sleep. But none of the professor bother.. Coz its her school. Kim National University..

    You  may ask me a business woman like her afraid of math.. But it was true.. She hates math.. And I know that. But one don't believe it.. Yet she was so intelligent and I'm proud to say that.