Meant To Be

CHAPTER - 19

I'm sorry for this chapter again.. It's long.. And i--im sorry please read ..

Author pov

          After the long drive from home to the uni.. Lisa was now at the entrance gate. Looking down as her hands shiver with fear.. There's nothing changed in the surroundings except her mind. And she is now deep in thoughts whether to go in or not. It's like her first time.. How someone quite be felt nervous when it's their university.. But that's what she feels right now.. Nervousness with a lot of fear, her heart was beating so fast and her sweat buds falling from her forehead like its some kind of an asylum.. What had happened a month ago was still lingering in her mind.. How can you expect a girl who came from a beautiful, lovable and well mannered family who was also a precious soul was afraid of being almost raped by her husband's best friend.. Whatever it may be.. She is a girl with self-respect and girl who doesn't want to depend on anyone for anything.. She herself a role model. And some dirty, asshole guy wanted to take her virginity away just to control his sexual Frustration.. Which girl can bear that who was a wife to her one and only lovable husband who didn't even touch her nor even laid a finger on her.. Do anyone knows how much she's going through? How much she wanted to die because of her loneliness . No one knows except for her. No one can take her pain away from her coz no one was ever dared to wanted to be in her shoes.. And they can't be.. Coz its not so easy bet that one can't even survive a single fucking day being like her, supressing all your emotions in your heart that's going to burst out any time like a volcano.. It's definitely a no-no. It's hard that more than you can even imagine. Her eyes are the witness to most of her hurt and pain. But she will act so nice that  keeping her posture and smile on her face and her body made you think like she is totally fine.. She is this mysterious person that keeps herself all the fear and pain within her heart. Such a precious soul to be exact.
      

     Now her eyes wandered around the uni building.. Until two arms wrapped securely around her shoulders telling her that it was okay.

  Lisa baby , are you okay? Do you want me to go inside with you? Jisoo asked her worriedly seeing Lisa that she can break down any minute.

  Her eyes looked back at her screaming for help silently made jisoo's heart clenched.

     N--n-no... She answered nervously.

     Lisa, I know what are you thinking. Just believe me and go inside. No one knows what happened to you. Please smile for me if not I can't go baby.. I'm really worried about you. Jisoo said rubbing her shoulders caringly.

    Lisa bited her lower pink plump lip and looked at her trying to smile and of course she did it for her Jisoo unni.

    Thank you so much baby. If anything wrong, just call me okay? She said and Lisa nodded..

    

    Jisoo hugged her really tight as she hugged her back and she put a kiss on her head patting it made Lisa somewhat calm.

  They pulled out from the hug and Jisoo caressed her cheeks one more time.

  Take care baby.. I'll see you at evening. Now go in.. I'll wait here until you are out of my sight.. I love you.. She said .

   I love you too jisoo unni. She said back and turned around to proceed through the parking lot not looking at anyone, turning her back now and then at Jisoo  who was smiling at her with everything will be alright look . But still her heart was saying something different and she can sense something bad going to happen again. She was now at the centre of the hallway that leads to their rooms  and looked back at one last time to her jisoo unni and she smiled at lisa waving her a bye and drove away. Lisa sighed heavily and she was walking towards her room insecurely. It was the first time she was walking without anyone beside her. Normally she walks with Irene, seulgi and bambam.