Meant To Be

Happy birthday to me 🎂

Hey everyone, miss me ? Sorry for the people who thinks it's an update for you. No it's not. Well, I'll update but not this soon. I'm going through so many things. My mind isn't right.

Today is my birthday. I should be happy right? But no, I'm not. Coz I'm missing my god gifted sister alot. Our days have ended as something came to end up our relationship. But we both know that our hearts are always together.

Ever since she left, life isn't the same anymore to me. She became my everything. She knows me well, loves me and cares for me alot. I feel happy with her.

Most happiest person I'm. But now not anymore. Things change , life change. She's now hard working towards her future.

I wanted to be selfish atleast once for her but i don't want to be a burden to her by stopping her saying , don't leave me.

I know about her. She's lovable , cute and my lovely sister that i adore my whole life time.

Now who's gonna call me unnie? Who's gonna make me happy? Her smile is enough for me to forget abt my worse life. She was there all along.

I have no words of how much i miss her, the day i said good bye to her i cried that night so hard. I don't have anyone. I'm alone again.

Goodbyes are bitter sweet. Ofc.

I can't even able to say how much she mean to me. But i know she know that.

Coz she's my sister. Our kind of good bye i was never expected. But it happened all of a sudden.

And i lost her. But i just hope wherever she is ,i pray her to be happy, healthy and smile always.

Coz her happiness means my happiness.

Last birthday, she send me a cute letter with her clumsy cute handwriting of how much she loves me and who am I to her in her life.

It's really the cutest and lovely gift I've ever received.

She's so precious to me.

Baby, if you ever comeback I'll always be here for you waiting.

If you are seeing this. Know that I'll always love you so much and your place as my sister will never be replaced by anyone.

You are special to me. I'll always love you with all my heart.

I know life's hard but I'll be always counting on you. Even if you are not there with me I'll always treasure our relationship forever.

I love you to the moon and back❤️ I'm missing you every day.

And to my girls Jennie jisoo lisa and rosé. Never been so happy this much as much as I'm with you.

My love for you never ends. I'll always be grateful that you came into my life.

As a blink , my journey is always great with you. I love you girls with all my heart. It's my 26th bday. So happy to celebrate this with you as a blink. I'm always a blink. Until the day i die.

And i can't wait for jisoo solo and also blackpink comeback. We trust u. We believe in you.

To my readers, i love y'all. Sorry to let you down and left you on a cliffhanger.

I didn't mean to. It's just my life's a mess. Idk when will I be back but i won't stop you from leaving me too.

But thanks to the readers who always there for me , sending me dms that they'll wait made my heart warm.

Soon I'll update. Thank you so much.

Take care and stay safe.

I miss y'all.