Meant To Be

CHAPTER - 41

Jeongyeon pov

            "Lisa"  the name that i heard for the first time when my dad called her when she arrived to our place with her family. I came downstairs to see who the girl is!

She seemed so shy but her eyes glows like stars. She was cute, but ultimately beautiful and her smile, woah! That was the precious smile I've ever seen. Yes, thats the time I've fell in love with her. yeah, my love at first sight and it's her. my dad told me that be kind and sweetest to her  coz I'm a pervert not fully but as in my dad's opinion I was. and he warned me that if i ever hurt her he will bury me alive and then i knew that she is everybody's sweetheart and a princess to her family. I'm young and i know how to behave and when i smile at her , her cheeks turned red and it made my heart flutter. At first, she didn't talked to me much, but  she tried to get along with me and i loved her more because of her character that always amazes me.

    Time had passed fast and we two are getting along well and we became best friends like what she wanted to. but i don't wanna confess to her to ruin our friendship at all coz i know she only sees me as a best friend but nothing much and it's the best for us too. It's not like i don't want her to love me back ofc i do, but you know, she doesn’t share the same feeling as me and what if she avoids me when she knew that i love her? i don't want that to happen. I can't take a risk to lose her at any cost. I don't know how she will react neither i want to lose her because of my love towards her. it's like my life or death choice but i chose to live with her as a friend rather than to die if i got rejected. We've always been together, and did everything together and to be honest, i can't stop loving her eventhough i don't want to. she is different from all the other girls amd that's what attracted me towards her. her way of thinking, her mind and her ideas are amazing and more importantly the way she talks to the elders , her respect towards them and how she was down to earth person even if she was the precious daughter to the richest man in the whole Asia. But she still choses to be simple and cute like a normal person and she never had an attitude of looking down on the other people. Instead, she'd love to help others in everyway possible. She loves cats and kittens and she is the most adorable human I've ever met.

To live a life with her is not at all easy and whoever will gonna marry her, i swear they doesn’t need any other in their life if she is with you. her existence is enough to live happily for the rest of one's lives. I am in love with her but sometimes i think of myself low coz i  think that she's not for me and also i don't desereve that girl i don't know why, but i mean it. anyone can love her but only one person can find a place in her heart and that person will be lucky i say. everytime we go out for something to eat or roam around, girls and boys drools over her beauty and their eyes never left her. some of them eye fuck her and some of them look at her adoringly. but she don't care and she never spare a glance at them. the whole year i spent with her , those are the beautiful memories I've ever had with her and now, i saw her again after a long time of waiting.

       But she doesn't look like the girl I've seen her for the first time. She lost her smile and her eyes showed hurt and her face looks like a lifeless flower. i felt like i was about to cry seeing her state but i didn't since i have to hold it up just because of her sake and for our plan. She seemed so surprised when she saw me, the spark in her eyes made my heart broke into pieces. It felt like she was glad that i came here and her looks were so dull and i can't see her big beautiful doe like eyes like before which was the main attraction to her Barbie face. They lost her shine, and the way she talks were not so confident. She changed alot physically and also mentally. And i can say that she changed like this because of the one person and that one person is

jennie ruby jane kim!!!!

How can she do things like to her and how can she make her suffer like that? is she even a human? I bet she isn’t.