Meant To Be

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Lisa pov

     The day is finally here. my date with jennie. i can't even able to sleep last night well because i really can't believe this.

she asked me out to a date. it feels unreal. i have to pinch myself so many times that am i going out with her for real? but yeah, it's true. the day i was most awaited for is here. but so many things changed. its not the same anymore. I'm feeling so nervous and also excited. where will she take me? it's like really our first date together.

coz before we went to so many places as friends. but now,it's different. a part of me wanted to be happy but i am not ready to be hurt again by the same person twice. and also i really don't wanna get my hopes high. i love her or in other words i still am. the main reason to give her a second chance that i don't want her to suffer because of me. i don't know where this new beginning of ours will take us. i don't wanna think about the future coz it will totally makes me sad and unhappy.

I am looking at the door from time to time eventhough it's just still morning. what am i even doing? i should get my things together. it looks like I'm waiting for her. i should go to the company now coz i have a important meeting today with the investors. I'll be back before she goes here anyways so I'll get time to dress up nice.

unnie? i heard somi called me as she came towards the couch and sat beside me on the bed. her face doesn't look good that means she came here to say something. i wonder what it is.

Is everything okay? i asked as i caressed her cheeks and she shook her head. she took a deep breath before she speak.

unnie, you really wanna go with her? but i can't really trust her in this you know. she said as she looked at me worriedly.

I smiled lightly as i took her hands in mine to calm her down.

baby, i gave her a second chance for nothing? well, i know how you feel and i already told you about it. there's nothing to worry about and also i'm not alone you know. you are all there for me right? i asked her and she nodded like she understood.

eventhough she did so many mistakes, it's all in the past. she saved me on that day and she's the reason i'm alive today. don't you agree?

For me, she is this kind of girl who can give you pain and also love. i can't say that i lost trust in her completely. i really can't somi. that's what love will do to us.

Anyways, i am getting late for my meeting and you should get going too. i said to her and she hugged me all of a sudden made me smile at her childishness.

i hugged her back and we pull out after a minute and she looked at me directly in the eyes.

unnie, i understand what you said and i trust you but not her. if she ever tries to break your heart again I'll kill her for sure and no one can stop me from that. she said firmly.

I raised my brow at her but looks like she's not afraid this time. she got up from the bed and walked out of the house. i breathed out coz i know she's still pissed that i said yes to jennie. but i can't blame her. she's my little sister who only wants nothing but my happiness.

I went to my niece room before i head to my company.

i opened the door of her room and saw that she's playing with her toys and she seems pretty busy with those.

baby.. i called her and she had a big smile on her face as she lift her arms for me to carry her. i went to her as i lifted her up and i put her on my lap as I sat on her bed.

So, what's my baby doing here? i asked her and she pointed at all of her toys and giggled.

i smiled at her cuteness. i kissed her all over her face but she got out from my grip and went to the corner of her room where her hello kitty bag was.