•|Us Again (Completed)

chapter 5

JISOO

"I miss you" I heard him whisper, his breath against my bare neck. I hummed as I hide a small smile.

"I feel the same..." I mumbled, content by the warmth of his embrance. "More than you do" I added, I felt him smiled.

"Don't leave me please?" His voice saddens, Instead of answering him, I just hum in response.

I don't know how to answer him, I was hurt until now but something inside me keeps reminding my inner self that I should be careful this time, a chance won't hurt but the possible same pain do.

There's so many possibilities that can happen in future but we only see and think what will happen now or tomorrow. But even how many years had been past none among somebody's will fit the love that my heart felt when I'm with him.

Because If I say I don't care, if I say I hate him,  if I say  I don't love him anymore, let me confess something.

I'm a bad liar

"Hey" he called, brushing my cheeks while he looks to my eyes.

"It will work right?" I hopefully yet dumbly ask, he sigh and frown. Bending a little down so he could see my face but I keep it down.

Knowing what I was pertaining too, he held my chin up to met his gaze. "We will make it work, I'll do my best to prove myself, but if it doesn't really enough..." He gave me a small smile "let's insist" he cheer the mood up with a sincere eyes and audible smile.

"I know rewinding time is really impossible, but do-overs are. I realize that sometimes a second chance is the new start over to do the right thing, because I failed and did wrong the first time." He stated, hiding some strands of my hair behind my ear.

"If you only knew how I badly wanted to turn the time back to make things right in the first place, if I only become true to myself" he said, narrowing his eyes as he become more emotional "Maybe I was there holding your hand when you gave birth to Adiel, maybe I was there when he said his first word, maybe I was there when he learned how to walk" he shook his head, looking down.

A sigh escaped from my lips as I held his chin up to met my eyes this time "You don't know how I wanted you to stand by my side inside that room, but I can't hold any hand because you wasn't there..." I said, looking to his eyes.

"That's why I'm here...."

"We're here"

"And I promise that I won't do anything that will separate us again, I wouldn't be coward again to chase and fight for you."

"I'll do the same, I won't leave you again"

"You don't know how grateful I am right now, for giving me a chance" he stopped, now looking down at me as he caress my cheeks. "I can't wait for the things awaits us in the future, Soo I won't waste this chance you give. I can't wish anything else, You and Adiel is already enough" he smiled at me as I felt familiar feelings inside my stomach, butterflies.

We both stare at each other longingly, sincerity, love and happiness was shown on his emotional eyes, I chuckled at how cute he looks right now.

"Don't laugh at me" he looks like a sulking baby in instant, I again let out a small giggle. "You're so cute" he mumbled, looking at me while tilting his head.

"So you are" I shrugged

"Can I hug you again?" He then suddenly ask, requested. Smiling I slowly nod my head, until I felt his warmth against my body again.