This just became like a semi damien rant book huh yeah i dont really care at this point. He's really the only source of my teenage angst anyway, he started all this for me, I'll give him a trophy for that.
Its been three weeks since the last time he talked to me and idk if its better, but honestly, at least I'm not a trauma dumpster anymore. He knows my wattpad accs and I might have gotten him into the wp rabbit hole again and idc if he sees this.
Im not gonna go out of my way and bat my lashes at him by showing him my life is better off without him. Theres really not much of a difference. Do I miss him? maybe. but I am happy i dont have to put up with his sensitive ass anymore. Like??? I DONT GET IT??? ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU HATE YOUR RELATIVES!!! DONT PUT IT ALL ON ME, I LOVE MY AUNTS.
I'll be as petty as I want with the damien situation. I'l never move on from this. idk. unless i do move on in like seven months or something. I have nothing to prove!!
I'll just...dump everything into this rant book untill all thats left is a damien shaped hole in my heart that I can fill up with even more anime or Takt.op season 2 when it comes out.
Yeah. that's what I'll do. Yep. Totally handling this in the most fourteen year old way possible. yep.
