its that time again! crying over what we had! for the....20th time in my entire lifetime! jk i dont count the amount of times i shed countless tears bcus of him. iF ANYTHING THO i have probably cried abt him more than ten times lol.
Pathetic. i am pathetic!! i just dont understand why he had to fucking disappear!! he couldve like made up an excuse abt it yknow. he couldve at least waited until new year but now he just CANT wait and decide to ignore me two days before january.
i hate feeling like this. its literally the same thing since fifth grade. sigh. i will go now byebye
