03 04 2023
Months before they started all this shit, i had already been in a hellhole of a mental state. I lost myself in that process. Days before i can finally regain the spark i once had for life, they tore it all down by bringing me to a realization that the constancy and life i used to have that i was longing for was no longer one that would come back.
They have ruined my life. Every single one of them.
A new problem rises two seconds after one had subsided. I was getting used to this setup. Everything was smooth. I was sane. I was scoring top marks. And now im on the brink of losing the one place that had ever helped me maintain at least one shred of a grip i have on this mental state.
It is so exhausting living with a family like this.
