losing you again feels worse than when i was younger.
Maybe you meant more to me this time. Maybe i liked you more. Maybe you were just...that kind of person. but goddammit no matter how big the hole you leave on me, no matter how arrogant, and ignorant and absolutely insensitive you could be towards me, how can yoiu leaving ever feel like this?
I feel like shit. Like someone so special just died. Liek i'd never be able to see them again.
Well. It's not exactly far from what really is, hm.
