Mondo Owada x reader [without you]

secrets

Mondo's P.O.V
I entered my room again after we all got our secrets in the gym earlier. FUCK- How the fuck did this stupid teddy bear know about my dead brother- This is something only I knew! How the fucking shit was he able to know about it?! There aren't even people who could have spilled the beans, I didn't talk shit about it! 
I ran around the room, trying to calm myself down somehow and trying to contain my anger but ended up yelling around the whole room in attempt to calm down. I ran my hands over my arms, digging my finger nails into my skin, trying to stop myself from letting my anger out on that ugly ass wall. 

My thoughts were interrupted as I heard the doorbell of my door ring. Still slightly annoyed, I went up to that door and laid the sheet with my secret onto the desk next to my bed and opened up the door soon after. 
In front of me stood Chihiro. "Yo what's up", I greeted her. "Hey um- I was thinking I could talk about something with you-", She let out. "Okay sure- I got no idea what's up but sure", I replied. Chihiro just nodded. I recommended going into the dining hall. I mean after all there was no soul after nighttime and in my room was the secret, lying totally open since I didn't have a clue someone wanted to talk to me after nighttime. 

She agreed on the idea to go into the dining hall and so we eventually did. I leaned myself against the kitchen counter. "Okay what's the matter", I let out. "you know- There has been something I haven't been quite honest about and I just need to let it out somehow-", Chihiro started. I was so confused why she went towards me and not just someone different. I mean, usually, girls like her were scared of me so why me- but before I could ask her, she continued talking. "Especially when we got those secrets earlier, I just realized I couldn't keep this going- what I am trying to say is that I am actually a boy", she- or rather, he let out looking to the ground. My eyes widened in surprise. "what- why the fuck do you even tell ME this- I mean it's not like I'm not going to listen but-", I replied to him. "Because- the point was not only telling you this to prepare myself for the moment the secrets are going to get exposed- I wanted to ask you for a favor.", Chihiro replied. "Huh? What is it?", I asked him in response. "Would you mind training with me? I can't ask any of the girls and since you do a lot of training, I thought you were the only one to ask. But that also meant I had to tell you my secret", Chihiro replied. Of course, I gave him the promise of a man not to tell anyone but-
When I was completely honest,  I was somehow jealous of how he was just able to come up to me and tell me this. Just the way I couldn't come up to anyone, just the way I didn't tell anyone what I had been carrying around all the years- And even though, I was pissed off, I replied I would take some time preparing and getting everything, also calming down and that we could meet in an hour inside the boys locker room before I left off.  

Arriving in my room again, I sat down on my bed and took my secret. I ripped the sheet of paper apart and calmed down somehow, sure taking my time. But since this wasn't the first time of me training, I had my stuff already there, which still gave me some time to calm down. 
I quickly packed my stuff together and headed out of my room, heading towards the boy's locker room. 
I got out my e-handbook we all got from monokuma, held it onto the card reader and entered but what I saw let the blood in my vessels freeze. 

In front of me was chihiro but with one difference. He was dead. His body had been stabbed with multiple pairs of scissors. The poster had been written on with blood, the letters said "Bloodlust". His body was fixed on a large fitness device which you could easily move. I should be calling the others by now but- before I did that, I wanted to do something. Also, it was after midnight, everyone would be asleep by now. It was good that I still had time. 
he looked up to me and told me his secret and I gave him the promise of a man that I didn't tell anyone. I mean, I practically wouldn't but-  the others didn't know. I headed out of the locker room and got an e-handbook from one of the girls that had died. I headed towards the locker room again and  carried Chihiro's body, the poster and the carpet out of the room and swapped it with the ones in the girl locker room as quick as it was possible. 

I mean I really did feel kind of bad to mess with the crime scene but there was no other way. I gave him a promise and I would keep it. I mean- It was not easy to tell someone something like this. This was something really serious and it had been troubling him for a while, as I knew from the conversation we had in the dining hall before. The way I didn't even have the balls to tell what happened some years ago, how guilty I felt, just gave me the feeling I had to do this. 

I successfully swapped out the equipment from the locker rooms and then headed back, still shocked. Like imagine, you wanted to meet up with someone for training and then you found a fucking dead body- I brought back the e-handbooks from the people that already died and headed back to my room. Fuck, this was so bad. I felt so fucking guilty. If I had been with him this shit wouldn't have happened. But now was the wrong time to say that. I told myself that I wasn't the one who murdered him and that it wasn't my fault, though I still felt sorry for him and was still shocked. Fuck what have I gotten myself into-