Mondo Owada x reader [without you]

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A/N: help why did I feel so god damn professional writing this? Idk some days later I'll find it hella cringe or embarrassing anyways lmfao 

Your P.O.V
I just laid in my bed and couldn't really sleep. The thing with Mondo really kept me awake for some really good time. I looked at the time at the top of my screen to see that it was around 2-3 am and I had been reading fanfiction for some long hours by now. But I somehow still wasn't really tired. I wondered why I even kept trying to read since I barely was with my mind in the chapters and only thought about feelings and such stuff. With a sigh, I switched off my phone, it had low battery anyways and plugged it into the charger. 
I soon turned back towards the wall again and pulled the blanket over me, closing my eyes and trying to sleep. But I couldn't. 
I didn't know, this whole thing was torture in the best way. Of course, being in love felt wonderful. The feeling of your heart speeding up, whenever you think about this special person, in my case Mondo, the smiling when you can't get your mind off him, the butterflies in your stomach, everything was a wonderful feeling. But when it came to thinking about how it should continue, everything was way too complicated and this wonderful feeling faded very quickly. You didn't know how to confess, you didn't know when and began overthinking everything and get scared what might happen afterwards which usually kept a lot of people to confess, because they didn't want their friendship to this person to be changed in a negative way.
But even if feelings fade or even if it turns out good and this lucky person accepts your confession and feels the same, things weren't going to stay the same. And this was what was scary as fuck to me. 
Like of course I wanted to confess to Mondo but I didn't want to make things so awkward- Especially with Taka, since we hung out often and so Mondo was often with him. I just hoped that I wouldn't make everything so awkward and that he would understand me once I confessed and wouldn't make a big deal out of it. 
But for now, overthinking this doesn't really make a lot of sense anyways. I let out a sigh and rolled up an additional blanket, wrapping both of my arms and legs around it, cuddling it further up against my body while I couldn't help but imagine this was Mondo. 

Some days later, Mondo and I decided to meet up again. We both didn't have a lot of other things to do and to be honest, we wouldn't have done school work anyways. I got myself ready and headed out of the door, taking my keys and phone with me as I heard the sound of a motorcycle, knowing exactly who this was. I watched the biker stop in front of my doorstop excited as he threw a helmet over at my direction. I put it on and eventually sat down behind him. "Ya ready?", he asked me. "Yea", I replied, wrapping my arms around his waist from behind so that I wouldn't fall off as he eventually started to drive along the road. 
It was already really late in the evening which was the reason why we decided to head to the next city and go and eat something. While holding onto him, I looked to the side. It was already completely dark outside and the bright, neon lights of the houses, shops and street lamps looked beautiful at that time of the day. I noticed Sakura trees standing besides the pavement as he stopped at a street light, the leaves falling down slowly onto the street. I really loved Japan at night. It was always so beautiful. 
Mondo eventually continued to drive along the streets which caused me to squeeze his waist a bit. 

And after some time, we eventually arrived. It was nothing big, it was just a small shop where you could buy some Asia noodles in and I have been there before and it was so god damn delicious. I told him what I wanted and so, while he ordered and waited for the noodles, I headed into the supermarket next to the shop to get something to drink. 
I walked along the halls, hurrying since it should close any minute and looked at the shelves. I grinned and grabbed a few energy drinks for us and some cans of soda so there had to be something that he liked. I quickly went to pay and stuffed everything into my backpack before I eventually returned to my biker friend again. 

I saw him just getting a bag with something in it from the one that sold the food so I was just assuming it was the food he ordered. I took care of the food while the two of us sat down on his bike again. He drove me some streets further, eventually arriving at a weird but at the same time beautiful place. It didn't really look like it was visited a lot tho. But it was a great place to chill out for a while and to eat our food. I mean you COULD sit down at a table at one of our homes but sitting there with the friend I had feelings on and eating together was just a LOT better. 

The two of us sat down on a kind of bench, leaning against a wall. I got out the food and some cans of energy drinks and soda. "What the fuck dude, that's enough for 2 more world wars", Mono let out. "Oh, yea, I didn't know what you like", I let out, letting out a laugh. He let out a chuckle as well, handing me a pair of chopsticks to eat which I gladly accepted. Both of us grabbed ourselves a drink we liked and opened it up. 
Sitting there and eating with my friend was a really good way to distract myself from those unbelievable memories we all made with that weird kind of social experiment. It was just so comforting to sit there with him and to talk with him like nothing happened. 
And eventually, we finished off our noodles, so I got up and threw the packaging away into the bin. Just as I did so, we noticed a few drops of rain falling down from above us. 

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