Mondo Owada x reader [without you]

dizzy

A/N: now that I got a 6 hour essay in German behind me, I can finally get myself to writing! I fucking hate german- 
anyways sorry for the next few chapters, I tend to bring in a lot of angst into my stories. 

Your P.O.V
Why the fuck was this so comfortable and why did I enjoy this so much? I took a deep breath as I felt him laying his head onto mine, tickling my forehead with his breath while I heard slight snores coming from his direction. My heart sped up as he held me close like that. It was so god damn comfortable and I felt so safe. How could I not? This dude was strong and he told me he would protect me- How could I not feel safe with him holding me like that? But damn I really started to crush on him and it was scaring me. I didn't even know if any of us got out of here alive- how even was I supposed to tell him something like that in a situation like that? But if I didn't, I might even regret it in the end- Like I know that he won't get himself killed so easily but you can never know what happens- or what if I get killed? Like I don't even care about that, I was always scared of the people who were important to me. 
But that was the wrong moment to think about that right now. Now, I rather should focus on enjoying the moment because who knows when I will ever get a chance to cuddle with him like that again? I mean yea okay we often spend our nights in the same room and even bed but he never held me like that- 
And with a smile,  I eventually fell asleep, cuddling myself further against my friend. 

The next morning, we were woken up by Monokuma's daily announcement. Slowly those announcements were really pissing me off. I wish I could just destroy that monitor. But then I would die sooo- that wasn't really a good idea. Mondo stretched himself which caused him to take his arms off me. Up to now, we were still laying in that same pose like yesterday and there was no way that I would forget this. It took us some time to get our asses out of bed and to head to the daily meetings in the morning. I noticed I still had that notebook with the designs on me and a pencil by the time we sat down. He was sitting directly in front of me and while all of the others ate, I sketched around a bit, allowing myself to use Mondo as my motive to draw. 

It was a bit hard because I barely drew such an hairstyle, except if I had requests for anime characters with a similar hair style. But I succeeded. It wasn't like the most realistic drawing but I liked it to sketch around. It didn't really take me long to have a full page full of different, small sketches. I spent the whole meeting like this, even starting a new page. Eventually, as everyone left, I closed my sketchbook and stood up, getting an energy drink from the kitchen. Not because I was so tired, no, I slept wonderful this night, I just loved the taste of most of those drinks. I sat back down again, already half of the others gone by now, probably back to their dorms or randomly walking around randomly and trying to waste as much time as possible. 
After some time, only Mondo and I were inside the dining hall. Since we didn't really know what we could do, we decided to stay here for a bit. While doing that, I continued to sketch around at the second page, not even questioning why I did this. 
"What are you drawing?", he asked me. "Oh you'll see eventually", I let out, lying. There was no way I was going to show him this. I didn't even really know why I exactly I even did this but the oppertunity to draw him was just so perfect- "I will show you when it's completely done", I let out to him, closing the notebook and laying it away along with the pen. 

Some time later, we decided that we should head back to the dorms since it was slowly getting boring in the dining hall. I got up, already walking up ahead a bit. I stretched myself, yawning but feeling that sudden dizzyness again. I was just about to leave the dining hall when I stopped and gripped the doorframe, making sure that I was somehow okay again. But it only got worse. I saw Mondo coming up to me. "Hey is everything okay?", he asked, raising an eyebrow in confusion. I wanted to answer that it was and that we could continue on but before I could speak up, my vision turned black and my body hit the floor. 

Mondo's P.O.V
I came up to my friend since they seemed weird. They gripped the doorframe, holding onto it which made me raise an eyebrow. As I asked if everything was okay, they just collapsed onto the ground. "Y/N!", I let out in surprise, raising my voice since this was so god damn unpredictable. What the fuck was even the matter, they seemed just fine some time ago. I picked them up and carried them out of the dining hall as some of the other survivors were surprised as well, heading towards us. "Get the fuck out of my way", I just mumbled out before anyone could even ask what happened. I quickly disappeared into the nurses office, grabbing some medical supplies which they could need and headed back towards my dorm, ignoring the others. fuck the others, my friend just fucking collapsed. 
With one arm, I opened up the door of my dorm, keeping them in my arms somehow. With my foot, I pushed the door open, laying them down onto my bed before closing the door again and locking it. I sat down onto the chair next to my bed, taking a deep breath. 

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