It's amusing how i hate myself without knowing what's hate
It's amusing when i compare myself to every girl that passes me subconsciously
It's amusing when i seem so obsessed with my looks
but in reality
Im making sure no one sees me as the way i see myself
Confidence is the key, i have learned
And if you don't have the confidence you fake it till the people belive it
It's amusing how i have so many walls around me
just so someone can't break the false confidence that i have build
I was bullied into being pretty
But that's so far the truth
Its amusing how i constantly check myself out in the mirror
and People see adoration and love in my orbs
But the truth hides way behind those brown eyes
It's amusing how from the start i hated myself without even knowing hate
