I'm alive everyday
But barely do i live
I hate the meaning of love
Because I'm crying on New year's Eve
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Clouds on my head
Doesn't want to go away
Raining heavily
Thoughts i don't even want to see
Mornings feel less bright
Because i sleep at 3 am every night
I blink and it's the next day
I'm drowning in time like quick sand
It's pulling me in
Depths have gone
I'm growing over time
Same with my pain
I don't know who I am
Neither did i make an effort to have it the other way
