Here I am
Crying in my room
My pillows wet and cold
Trying not to scream my doom
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It's been a while
Since i have seen that side
Avoided everyone
Locked up in my room i tried to hide
The world outside
Seems calm and old
But it has 2 sides
Judgment and frustration written in italics and bold
I cared what they think
Even tho i convinced myself i don't
My mind was trained like that
If i could stop it I'd do it without a doubt
But here I am
Scared and vulnerable
Not able to think
I don't want to get myself a lable
Here I am
Locked up in my room
Curled up beneath my covers
Safe and secure
I ran enough
But hiding is the only cure
