Some say I'm dumb
Some say I'm stupid
Some say i am a galère*
And it's all i think about through out my day
This feeling i have never felt
It's neither good nor evil
It simply exist
To have a paroxysm* and hyperventilate
Now, it's been a while
People don't bully me anymore
I stand up for my self
And love myself with my heart in a burning hole
Never felt so empty
Sometimes I hope they come back just to spite me
This magoa* has became my daily routine instead
Why do i want me to hurt more
Just so i can get my feelings validated and not ignore
Galère- a group of undesireable people
Paroxysm- sudden burst of emotions
Magoa- an heartbreaking feeling that leaves long time traces
