Good god I hate being sober. I always hear,"you are doing so much better." "I'm so proud of you." "You are doing great." But fuck man..I hate it. I hate every bit of it. Give me something to take away reality. I don't even know if it's alcohol I want. That I'm craving. I mean, who the fuck would be surprised?
"You'll get urges. It's okay. You'll get through them."
I don't want to get through them..I want to give in to them.
Fuck man.
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My Thoughts And Other Randomness
RandomJust a messed up guys thoughts,and other random things. Just trying to get through another day,and writing helps with that. Soooo yeah that's about it
