My Thoughts And Other Randomness

Promise

When I say I love you more...It isn't a argument. Sure,I like it. Because..You make me feel like I'm not such a fuck up..I must be doing something right to have you. When I say you are stuck with me, it means I'm staying even if I have to fight to stay. I'm staying until you asked me to go. And then, I'll leave.. I won't ask questions.. Although I'll want to. My hurt and anger.. It will get the best of me at some point. You are keeping me together.. I'm mess,but you have cleaned me up some. I love texting you constantly. I love our foolish Snapchat videos. I love our sleep deprived snaps and chats.. I love you. All of you. I didn't just fall for the front that you put on. I fell in love with you,yourself. Because you may not see how great you are,but I do. And I swear.. When I was over, every time you looked at me, my heart stopped for a moment. My mind would stop, all I could focus on was you. That's all I wanted to focus on. You made my stomach do flips. You made me.. Forget all my problems. In the moment,it didn't matter who left me. Because I had you with me.. Every time you'd get whiny about not having my hand, I had to smile. When you has your hands on my side, I couldn't help to get a little nervous. You were making me feel things that I wasn't use to. And it kinda scared me, yet I loved every second of it. I can't explain the feelings so well.. But I can say, I promise I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. I want you to know that. You can talk to me about any, and everything. I want you to talk to me. I want us to work. I want you. I promise, I love you. Always. We have come to far for me to leave or let you go.. I promise that I won't leave. I promise I won't judge you,I mean I haven't yet. I promise.. And I love you. More and more everyone we talk. Everytime I see you. Although you can kinda be annoying when you say nevermimd, or when you don't want to talk about what's on your mind. I still love you.