I fucking miss you. Thinking about you makes my chest tight and makes my head spin. I wish you would could've at least met your son. I hate that my cousin has to grow up without his father. It sickens me. I wish you could've met him at least once. I wish you never had left.. I wish you could see me now from that little girl I was. Uncle Chris,I wish I was spending my summers with you.. But you left us.. At too early of an age. You had barley hit your thirties! How is that fair????? Its not... Its not to your son. To your family. To anyone. Im so sorry that I'm not any better of a person for you..
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My Thoughts And Other Randomness
RandomJust a messed up guys thoughts,and other random things. Just trying to get through another day,and writing helps with that. Soooo yeah that's about it
