Hey. Soo. Imma just start writing. You will be confused. Everyone will. Hell even im confused.
First of all,apparently I have a girlfriend. Uhm. That happened. I think its for laughs but hey if it isnt,im with my biggest crush. So like,yeah. It was funny. Yet confusing. Anyway.
Second,I have a sprained wrist again. So. Thats fun.
Third. This is where it gets confusing. Yeahh. Just read,okay?
This is something Ive kept away from everyone,even myself because I denied it for years. And now that I'm in the process of accepting it,I dont know how the fuck to handle it. It.. Its stressful. And it keeps me up at night. And it wakes me up. It gives me headaches. And just. I wanna say im sorry. To all of you. I feel like ive been lying to everyone. Even myself. And I feel like shit. I feel lost. I feel alone. I am lost. I am alone with this. I have no one to talk to on this. What if.. Who I am.. Isnt really...Me? UGH.
Fourth,really just life is hard atm. Ive hit a rough patch. So im sorry im not updating guys. I have family things going on. School things. Friend things. Self things. And its just,a rough patch.
Fifth,Im alive.
YOU ARE READING
My Thoughts And Other Randomness
RandomJust a messed up guys thoughts,and other random things. Just trying to get through another day,and writing helps with that. Soooo yeah that's about it
