First of all-I still have a stupid song stuck in my head. Second-I've got myself in a real mess. I feel myself drowning. And every time I start to think of a way out-I panic and drown more. My anxiety has been through the roof lately. And I just don't fucking know. I'm hella happy my favorite person ever is back. And I can finally hug her again. Finally see her again. It's just amazing. It truly makes me-me again. I couldn't be happier. Things without her was HELL. But the day she comes back-I get sick. So. That sucked shit. But anyway. My thoughts aren't in one place. Like. Do you know how badly it hurts to know someone that was suppose to care so much-just doesn't even bother? Someone you put all your fucking trust to put into someone-just.. I dunno. Anyway. I should probably go to sleep but my mind is so fucked up with thoughts
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My Thoughts And Other Randomness
De TodoJust a messed up guys thoughts,and other random things. Just trying to get through another day,and writing helps with that. Soooo yeah that's about it
