Do you ever feel alone? Even though you do have friends. A girlfriend. But you still feel alone,still feel like your lost. Feel like you are just going to fall and hit the ground,because no ones there to catch you? Feel fucking miserable. Cry until you fall asleep. I feel so guilty. It's fucking with my head. It's fucking with me,myself. The dreams,the thoughts,every damn thing is eating at me and won't go away. If it's not the dreams that keep me up,or wake me up,it's my thoughts keeping me up. There was this guy in class today,that thought it was funny to make jokes about slicing his throat. I almost turned around and snapped saying,"Yeah,well have you ever put a fucking blade to your wrist?" But I chose not to.. These things are driving me to be depressed. Fml.. I make myself get out of bed. I don't want to deal with this,or anything else. I. Can't. Deal. With. It. It's drowning me. The more I try,the deeper I'm sucked down and drown.. I can't do this. Not alone. Then again,I feel alone. Lost. Miserable. I dunno. Ignore this.
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My Thoughts And Other Randomness
RandomJust a messed up guys thoughts,and other random things. Just trying to get through another day,and writing helps with that. Soooo yeah that's about it
