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Rame; Something that's both chaotic and joyful at the same time.

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I'm that type of person that wants to put things in the past.

Especially when they deal with a lot of emotion.

Don't get me wrong, Monday was a huge step for me, but I also don't want to think about it for a bit until I have to.

It's Thursday now and I'm glad the week is almost over again.

Although, my ship of Aspen and Beah seem to be getting somewhere because they talk, a lot, and they're around each other a lot and I feel like they're the perfect amount of different and the perfect amount of same.

Also, if the guys for some reason didn't like Beah, I don't know what I would have done so I'm glad everything worked out.

Finn gets all pissy sometimes because apparently he's the only lonely one when we're all single.

I know we're all single but I'm not going to sit here and act oblivious and pretend I don't have feelings, because I do.

I like River, more than friends, and I've come to terms with that.

I mean, how could you not like him?

And I have a feeling he likes me too but I don't want to sound cocky. Sometimes it's hard to tell though because he naturally has a flirty personality and I can't tell if he's really flirting with me or he's flirting with me because that's who he is.

Either way, he doesn't fail to make me blush and it annoys the shit out of me because he likes to tease me about it.

Speaking of him, he offered to give me a ride again today but I turned him down because I wanted to go to the gas station first so he's meeting me at school.

I'm wearing my black platform docs with black wide legged jeans. I have a collared shirt on with a random crew neck over it and my hair is pulled into a hair clip. I have a small heart necklace on and a few rings.

Overall, I'm pretty proud of my outfit because it turned out better than I had hoped.

Checking my phone I realize I need to leave in order to make it to school on time so I grab my backpack and wallet along with my keys and anything else I need.

I shut my door behind me and make my way downstairs so see my mom sitting at the kitchen island.

I give her a quick hug and kiss on her head as she does the same to me. "Have a good day at school!"

"Have a good day at work!" I shut the door behind me and head straight for my car. The later it gets in October, the colder it gets and I don't enjoy it.

I like cold when I'm warm in the cold. I don't like cold when I'm cold in the cold.

Y'know?

I start my car and plug my phone in. I scroll through my playlist and end up playing Lovers Rock by TV Girl.

I place my phone in the cup holder and start my drive to the gas station.