Venting About Books and Stuff

haha i'm dying inside-

yanno

my two best friends are fighting

i accidently blew off my crush

i don't know how to come out to my dad

he's religious and stuff

my brother is so stupidly annoying

i don't think this crush of mine will ever see me romantically

my friend has been reading over my shoulder this whole time

it's lunar new year, yay?

i'm probably gonna fail my math test

i called a friend of mine who's moved away

and she's so different

i'm pretty sure my dad heard me curse, which i'm not supposed to do

my best friend doesn't seem so close anymore

jason grace died

wait-

and overall i'm dying inside

actually

this crush of mine could see me romantically

but all of this is happening too fast and i haven't come out to my parents yet

i just want to crawl under my bed and die

yes i have a therapist but i only see her every other week

i can't hang out with one of my best friends without somehow offending the other one

the people who are fighting i mentioned probably will never be friends again-

the glass sculpture thing at school is crooked

i'm constantly late to math for the stupidest reasons

yeah

yet i still laugh and have fun and crap

at  least i haven't been thinking suicidal things yet

i still want to live my life

i only want to die figuratively, not literally

my appetite for anything has left me

i'm constantly thirsty yet tired of water

am i sick?

oh and my friends aren't helping with this problem