Venting About Books and Stuff

uh

I honest to god don't know how to feel. I was absolutely livid earlier today, and then I read this vent...

And I saw this part about divorce...

And now I just feel really, really bad because I know what it feels like.

I'm also, like, sick. Everything hurts.

Um. Basically, what are feelings? I feel like I should be mad, but I don't want to be. I feel like I should try and talk, but I can't find it in myself to address the problem. I feel sick as fuck, but we don't even have Tylenol.

Also, story time! We went to Target and passed by that little pride month clothing collection. bUt I'm with my (homophobic) father this weekend, so I couldn't get anything. (There was this, like, really cute denim jacket with a little 'love is love' patch on it 🥺. And yes, I do already have three denim jackets. Shut up.) It was painful experience but I'm sure I can get my mom to buy me some stuff.

Back to the feeling shit:

How am I supposed to feel right now? I have reasons to be mad, and I have reasons I should stop this and be a good friend. The only thing I really want to say is this: Peg, Jellinax, Ember, etc., I'm sorry. And you might not know what for. (#selfguilt)

Anyway, time to write a prequel for a book I haven't even finished 'cause we need the ✨angsty backstory✨!!

I'll see you... in some unregulated measurement of time.

Don't die! /lh