I'm sorry friends,
I'm falling into bad habits again.
Nobody seems to get it,
They can't mend
back the pieces of me.
The pieces broken long ago.
Yet, they seem to shatter again and again,
and it doesn't seem to show.
Little red ticks,
and big black bruises.
Scars,
and I'm still not the one anyone chooses.
I've learned to silence my screams,
and to wipe away my tears,
before any one sees
all of my fears.
I'm trying to take away pain,
without exactly leaving this place.
But aren't I,
just a waste of space?
I need someone to prove to me,
I need to stay.
Not close friends,
They've had enough to say.
So, I giving people a chance,
To show me they actually care.
Because I can't take this any longer.
Is this deal fair?
